Why everything is so exciting?

Part 1. Chapter 21.

- Waking up in the morning and realized that lies behind William and hugs me, I was a little strained, but hell, why should I be worried, he is my husband and this is quite natural, so carefully climbed out of his embrace, I instantly went to the shower. ..
Standing in the cool stream of water I had time to realize all the things that happened yesterday. Although there is. I realized I was probably more confused .. We were together with Rufus in the hotel .. then went to dinner for him, and then his wife said that they want to have a baby ... and then he kissed me ... then William .. . My God, what happened to my life? When all has become so zaputannym..Hotya ... my life has never been easy .. Hmm. Everything that happens in my life is always a strange and confusing ..
Finally I got out of the shower, William was still asleep, I put on a dress, make up, as always, selected accessories and went into the living room where I was waiting for breakfast prepared Larissa ..
Savoring the delicious breakfast, I considered the mail and then came across a note in which there was just one word "call" and the signature "AD" I looked around the living room tensed and looked at the phone ...
Call or not? In the end it had a baby, let alone calling, why should I call him? But okay ... Once he asked, perhaps something important, it seems I'm just so justify their desire to hear his voice ... I dialed the number and heard the corrosive whistles ... but I wanted to put a tube in her heard it voice ...
- Lil, well, finally. How can you sleep?
- Do you care? - He took himself in hand tried to answer as casually as possible
- What's wrong, Lily.?
- And you still ask me?
- God, Lily, Clarice yesterday went through the wine's carrying nonsense.
- Humphrey, no wine, not force a woman to say that she and her husband decided to have a child if they do not even talk about it.
- I'm not saying that we have not talked about it ..
- Listen, say, do not say it's not important. If you have a child, you know, that is I will never go ... I do not want to destroy the family which is already not very strong ..
- Lily, we talked about it but nothing is decided, apparently yesterday Clarice jealous to see you all here and decided to draw attention ..
- What jealous? People of all?
- All who were there .. Strange is not it .. Your husband, I'm your ex-husband, Carlos still so cute treat you.
- He's just brought up.
- You're just like him. And I do not blame him. Who - who, as I understand it ..
- Pf .. Listen ...
- No, I do not want to listen to, let's talk today we live in the same hotel ..
- Listen be suspicious if every evening we will disappear somewhere ... I'm sorry, we need to take a break ...
- Lil ... - then I hung up and looked at his half-eaten breakfast, appetite instantly gone and the food seemed to me even nasty .. By this, I just got up and went to the bar, which as always was lying plate with all affairs Today ... Tomorrow exhibition and today a lot of cases. It's good, I'm finally able to escape from everything happening in my life ... I'm sluggish tablet with paper, pen and went to the elevator, which went down the hall and greeted with Vanya went out and got into the limo .. Calling again address of the exhibition, I was once again alone with his thoughts, which were so much and that just killed every minute more ...
So stop ... They said that Carlos is leaving? I immediately rummaged through the papers and found a list of invitees, but it is fixed as a guest .. Hmm .. need to address this issue I picked up the phone and dialed .. yes yes .. number Clarice, all because I did not want to hear again the voice of Rufus .. .
- Clarice Hello, I wanted to apologize for yesterday, I think I should not come, because with me ever any problems, the glass is .. in general ..
- No no, you're Lily, I have not behaved properly, you're in truth Rufus friends. I have no right to deprive him of this ..
- Well...
- So..
- Oh, I called to ask about Carlos, you said today that he departs, but after the auction tomorrow, and he confirmed the invitation?
- Oh yeah, it's an urgent call ... These doctors ...
- Yes, yes eternal urgent calls ...
- It is an integral part of the ..
- Yes, yes .. Well just so happened that the two of you ..?
- Yes..
- Well, I'll wait for you .. - tried to lie and immediately hung up the phone ... - Lord, I do not even infuriates her voice .. can not in fact so, right? She's in no way to blame? - Sigh ..
Finally we arrived at the building and I got out and went inside .. .. White painted walls perfectly emphasized the brightness of pictures, and purple orchids create the effect of lavender fields, it seemed that we were in France, well everything is just perfect .. To her I came the executive who was here until it was Lily and asked if everything is OK ..
- What are you, just perfect, and tomorrow I hope everyone will be delighted ..
- Well, I have no doubt ..
- Okay, I see that here and so everything is fine, I think I need not dwell here ... But tomorrow I will be very early, that everything was just off without a hitch ... bye ..
- See you....
- Lily left the building and sat in the limo ... everything was perfect, and it kind of alarmed .. Oh well .. What other job today? I looked at the plate in bold "to call the exhibition" Well we did ... On the rest I have no strength to call the vendor of wine, stop by the florist .. no, no, just that everything looked perfect, so I hope ... they can go home and ...
Lily said that the driver was driving to the house, the car pulled up and flashed before her eyes different buildings, a lot of people happiness are simply disgusted. From where so many happy people in New York, I used to like that did not notice it .. Apparently it's just because I'm now absolutely not to fun ... Finally it got to the house Lily out of the car and walked back to the house, it was about Four o'clock in the evening, still plugs in New York have an effect ...

Finally entering the attic, I saw William who was sitting on the couch and looking through it seems almost ..
- There's the way you came from several letters, even to utter that I can not .. - he laughed and looked at me
- This is my job!
- Know- I know - I smiled and sat down at the bar turned to him. - He was quite satisfied with his life, and it seemed that he did not care, I would like to me now to be in his place ... Well after yesterday .. .. perhaps all his doubts disappeared at my expense .. How znat..kak know. ..
- How are things at the show, my dear?
- Oh, I'm so tired lately. The exhibition is ideal, I think tomorrow will be just as wonderful.
- Yes, tomorrow everything will be gorgeous, I'm sure of it - he got up from the couch and walked over to me, was the behind and put his hands on the shoulders massaging them .. - Of course you're tired, so many things on you at all times. At home you do not know how to sit.
- Well, that's why I'm home - sit-here smile ...
- Finally it because I was tired of looking at your tired look tired even though you look stunning ..
- I just laughed and sighed ... - Yeah ... yeah yeah yeah ...
- It's good that I still do it ..
- You always succeed and that you do not take - he kissed me on the head and took his hands taking my arm - is better? - He smiled and leaned over to look me in the eye ..
- Yes, a lot of - I smiled and kissed him ...
- Lily, there is such a thing, I'm probably going to fly to Spain with Carlos ..
- Where? But why?
- They need doctors without borders, and this is a good chance for me ...
- But he flew away now ...
- Yes, but I do not fly with him and work ...
- Listen, I think, or your business trips have become too frequent?
- Lily, I want to get things done.
- You always wanted to do it. For you it has always been more important .. Well ... Go where you want! I have to go. - I grabbed my bag and went resolutely to the elevator .. Again, coming out of the house went to the limo and saw the other side of the street Rufus, did not react to it .. no, I responded, I quickened her pace and walked quickly to the limo called .. e first got cafe ... Yes, I said a cafe in Brooklyn, because there will not be exact William to find me ... While I was driving, I was thinking of what I was so upset. Due to the fact that he was leaving? Due to the fact that it again will not be at home, or because of the fact that now again someone will distract me from Rufus ... I do not know what to do with my thoughts that I can now do with my life ..?
Finally we arrived at the cafe, and I went to him .. Da..kak in Brooklyn always dirty, messy, but apparently I even used to it, so I saw the most distant corner table and sat there ... I said to the waiter I want whiskey and he brought me a bottle because I ordered .. I poured myself a glass and drank, then poured again, then my hand and grabbed someone I looked up to see who it is ...
Then I could not help but laugh - well, who would doubt. Hero came to save?
- Lily, I do not why you save - Rufus dropped his hand and looked at me sitting in front .. - What happened?
- Hey, deal with my wife, okay? Stay out of my life. I have so many times asked about this that lost count. Why do not you let me live in peace? I'm sick of it all! Once I start to forget you, you show up and hurt me, you know? It hurts! It hurts every time to see you, because I want to forget you, but you always remind yourself. What For?
- Because you love me .. - I sighed and looked at him .. -Because me you have something that is not present with William because to me you're happy because you're near me sincerely smile because with me you forget about any problems ..
- My only problem, is that you, Rufus, I'm trying to forget you! Because it was all so silly. You know, I always thought that such relations are no quarrels, not to understand that it is this relationship ideal, because they do not focus on family life .. But you, Humphrey ... but the problem with you, even in such a relationship .. I but he got up immediately grabbed me by the arm and sat back in the chair ..
- It's because you love me.
- Stop repeating it
- Yes, Lily, do you love me! That's because you're afraid of losing me, as if trying not to forget it because you hate to see me with another woman. As you and I with another man. That's because I'm your first love, but she never lost, it's because I'm your half and I am the person who stole your heart ..
- I could not help tears gone and I quickly wiped it - so true it Humphrey, why is it you? I'm tired, give it back, that I would no longer suffered, just give it ..
- That's your heart warms me.
- Then Freeze. Can not you let me go? You say that you love me, but you cause me nothing but pain! Let me finally, after 25 years, let, I beg you! Even after five years, you really nice to look at as I am suffering? You see, so we only have a lot of problems! We did not win, we always lose.
- Maybe because you do not believe?
- What?
- In US.
- You yourself are all destroyed, Khafre. The moment slept with Ivy, the moment when the act behind me, at the time when decided to have a baby with his wife. You're to blame for this. Only you. Because I fought. I tried, but was tired. You were the only one I listened, but I'm tired, I'm tired of that but I've always listened to ... If I could just .... you heard me - I had knocked his head, got up from the table and quickly left the cafe .. .