Why everything is so exciting?

Part 2. Chapter 2.

CHAPTER 2 PART 2
All the while I sat in the kitchen while William I brewed tea, I looked at the elevator door, in the hope that it will open and from there, will Rufus. But the miracle did not happen. He's probably collects things that could fly to Spain .. Lord, scary just to think about that a couple of hours, I do not see it .. Never .. Is so can be? Is it possible to think straight about what your loved one will soon leave, and you'll never not see it. Is normally nothing is done at this point. I think we had to say goodbye .. Apparently, he does not think so. Well, let.
Although maybe he's right. We have already said goodbye. I smiled, remembering everything that happened before .. His touching, kissing, his words ... It is wrong to love a person. When I remember how we were together, I smile because they were the best years of my life. On the side, I always strong and independent, but unfortunately no one can know what is inside of me .. Everyone can see only the shell, everyone can see that I let them see it. They see that we have a happy marriage with William, full of love, and we have an ideal family. But no one knows what is really going on. Eternal coming home late, trips, quarrels because of this ...
Then the phone rang and William ran to the phone. I only heard what he said ..
- No, we do not have it, well, until ... - William looked at me - It was Clarice, asking if we have Rufus.
- As you can see there is no - smiled ..
then I got an SMS and I read it "on the roof. AD" -
William looked at me
- It's him?
- And? What? No - sway your head - it's at the expense of the show, I have to go - went to William and kissed him, that would not cause any suspicions - and stepped into the elevator and went to the first floor and then up to the roof.