Why everything is so exciting?

Part 1.Chapter 2.

Here we come a time when we are encountered or met. I came to the restaurant was almost 12 and I was sitting in the car until the clock showed no time 12.00. Now, I got out and went to a restaurant .. In front of me I opened the door and stepped inside places, looked around and saw him .. He is now walking in costume? I do not like him. I went to the table where he sat, he saw me he smiled and helped me sit ...
- What did you want to talk about?
- About us.
- I already said this morning that there is no us. Do you and your wife, and I have my husband.
- Lily, really so important for you husband? We both know that you love me and I love you.
- I ..
- What? Do you want to say no?
- No.
- You deny the fact that you do not deny?
- Stop your baby jokes! I have a little time!
- Lily, we both know that we're not together, just because we do not make concessions to each other. Maybe it's time to do it?
- Make that Humphrey? You forget that our children got married last week? You're married! I'm married, what can we say.?
- I do not want us to be enemies, and you know that I love you. - He put his hand on my arm .. I wanted to take it, but I knew that William is now not present in the city, and his wife is not displayed.
- What would we do, and no matter how trying, we must not ruin our family because it involves our children.
- I know. - He tried to smile and moved closer to me on what the body went goose - but I still continue to believe that the ...
- I also ... - smile - you know, I have to go, I have a meeting, and your time is almost up!
- I've got 2 more minutes!
- You do not have time to do anything for 28 minutes, which you can do in ... - then I felt his lips on his lips, his gentle smile ... I felt dizzy and thought that the whole world had gone from under his feet well I sit because his legs would not have survived, they are not listening to me.
- Rufus. - Easily I pushed him and tried to have a conversation. - Not now ... not here .. I do not know when and where but not now ...
- Lily - I got up from the table and said only - I'll call as anything - briskly walked out of the restaurant, knowing that he holds me with a look, he continued to turn gray at a table watching me in the next, until I came out of the cafe. .

I sat in the car called the address of the house and tried to fix his breath and thought ... I miss his lips that it seemed to me as if we're together again, I want to be with him ... but I can not ... What I do and how to be with all of this?