Living Remarkably

Chapter 15 What was i thinking

JORIS POV
Later that day we didn't have any plans but will said he had to go and do something nothing specific which I found very suspicious, but instead I called maddie to update her in everything. I told her about how me and will are officially dating and how we both got parts in an abundance of Katherine's. She told me about how she good she is doing in face off. They all get a break next week for just one week
"Hey I have an idea jor!"
"And what may that idea be?"
"Well since I get a week off next week maybe you and will and me and rin can go to Japan and visit!"
Madison an Rin have been dating for a long time now. Rin is originally from Japan but came to LA for culinary school. And I'm glad he did cause he's an amazing chef!!
"Yeah that's a great idea!, I'll tell will once he gets back but I'll text you when we find out!"
"Okay bye jor!!'"
"Bye Madio!"
WILLS POV
I was on my way driving I didn't tell Jori I didn't want her to be hurt or worry about me
Later I came back home and Jori was asleep on the couch I looked at the clock it was 1:47 am. Shit. I felt bad that I pretty much left her by herself all day. I walked over and kissed the top of her head she woke up quickly, kind of scared almost seemed like she didn't know that I would show up at all.
"Will! Where have you been!?" She said she said mid yelling
"I'm sorry, I was busy.." I said not wanting to tell her where I went
"Will....why can't you just tell me where you've been and why you've been acting like this?" She said rubbing her cheeks with her hand
I didn't say anything for a long moment
"WILL!"she shouted
"OKAY!..okay, I was-I was talking with my manager" I said looking down
"What?! That's what you were hiding why is that bad!" She said frustrated
"Well, he's telling me not to be apart of an abundance of Katherine's. And he says if I do the film then...he will fire me and cancel me off their management company."
JORIS POV
I really didn't know what to say,it's one of those cliche 'me or your job' arguments
"So...what are you gonna do" I say upset but really don't want to ruin his career
"I don't know yet he made me talk to him today. He just told me why I shouldn't be working with my girlfriend and he doesn't think
I should be in more serious films no that I'm getting older..."he kind of seemed hesitant
That's when I realized how can I be good enough, ever. He has this big career ahead of him and I'm just starting he's getting older and I'm still young. What was I thinking..?
Oh yea great, that shitty thing that hurts you more than anything else
Falling in love...