Adopted by Justin Bieber--With A Twist

How Do I Get There From Here

Samantha's POV
Its been a whole week since my brother died. Its been hard but I'm getting through, I guess. But guess what, Justin's tour is starting tonight! Washington is our first stop then Montana, Utah, Texas, then so for. We are all trying to finish packing. Me and A'Lissa went shopping yesterday and we got more candy. Were gonna be the only girls on the tour, sucks. But we are gonna make the best of this by pranking, annoying, and getting very hyper. "Sam and Lissa, come eat lunch", Justin yelled. I put my folded clothes in the suitcase and went downstairs. I was greeted by one Justin's bone crushing hugs. "Oh my god, Justin, let go", I said trying to get out of his grasp. "Say you love me", he said squeezing harder. "I love you. Now please let go", I said. He let go and I fell. "Awww, come on now, get up", he said pulling me up. I got up and dust myself. I went to my seat and hugged A'Lissa. "Did he give you the same hug", I asked. "Yep, but don't worry, we will get him back on tour", she replied. I put on a evil smile and we did our secret handshake.
After we ate lunch, we finished packing then, walked around outside. "You guys excited for tonight."Justin asked. Me and Lissa looked at each other and both yelled "yassss". People walked by looking at us crazy but we just laughed. We continued to walk until we got to the park. "Justin push us", A'Lissa said as we went and got on the swings. "How old are you too, 5", he said pushing both of us. "Yes, but remember we are your five year olds.", I said. "True and I love you both", he said pushing us higher. "And we love you", A'Lissa said.
Justin's POV
Samantha has been acting differently lately. She doesn't smile like she used to. Well really today is the first day she really had fun. I have to talk to her before the tour starts, it will be the only time any of us will have time. "ICE CREAM! Justin can we please get ice cream, please", A'Lissa said jumping off the swing and running to me. She gave those damn puppy eyes which kills me. "Fine", I said taking out my wallet and giving them each money. After they ate their ice cream, we went home.
-12 hours later-
(I know that's a long time)
It was 1 in the morning and here comes the hard part, waking them up. I went to Samantha first. "Samantha, darling, wake up", I said shaking her. "Whattt", she said. "Its time to get up. Tour is starting honey", I said pulling her up. When I said tour, her eyes shot right open. "Its starting all ready, yayy", she said jumping up and down. "Yayy, now go downstairs with Scooter and he will take you on the bus.", I said. "OK", she said getting off her bed and going downstairs. Now for the hard one. I went to A'Lissa's room and went to her bed. "A'Liss, wake up. Tour is starting honey", I said shaking her. "5 more minutes", she said getting more under the covers. "Come on baby girl, its time to go.",I said standing her up. "Ok, its time to go", she said walking. I grabbed her favorite pillow and turned around to see her going towards a wall. "Hey, hey, hey baby girl, this way", i said leading her in the right direction. We got downstairs and out the door. I picked her up, took her on the bus, and layed her down in a bump bed. Everyone else was on the bed except Samantha. "Samantha", I yelled whispered. "Yeah", she said appearing around the corner. "Why you not in bed", I asked picking her up. "Because im not tire", she said. I sat on the couch with her still in my arms. "You ok honey", I asked looking at her straight in her eyes. "Umm yeah, I'm fine", she said. "Samantha Renae Jackord", I said. "Ok, its just I really miss Mark. His death is really getting to me. I don't know what to do.", she said crying a bit. "Hey, hey, hey. Its ok. I know its hard sweetie but I swear it gets better. It really does. We are all here for you. We love you honey.", I said drying her tears and hugging her. She played down on my shoulder and eventually fell asleep. I got up and put her in her bunk then got in mines.
-two days later-
We have just got to Washington and everyone is running around atvthe arena trying to make sure everything is ready for the concert in two days. Samantha has been more open since we talked, A'Lissa, well shes been her crazy self, so I dont have to worry about her. Just need to focus on Samantha. "Bieber, time to rehearse", Scooter said. I nodded and went to the stage. And started.
A'Lissa's POV
Me and Justin has been really distanced. We don't really talk as much as we use. Samantha is hanging around everyone else but me. I'm trying to connect with people and do somethings but its hard. The truth is, its a hard time for me right now. In two days, it will be the day my father last raped me, the day he died. I been having nightmares, I been crying myself to sleep and no one seems to hear not care. I'm trying to hide the pain by being my usual self that people are use to seeing but its not easy. Some fans created a "ihateAlissa"page on Twitter and Instagram. They literally say the most hurtful, painful things about me. They always tell me I should die, that I shouldn't be Justin's daughter, that Samantha should be. I know hate has got to me before which caused me to attempt suicide but its hard not to think about these things. With people constantly telling you should die, that no one would care and actually seeing no one cares. Suicide is the only thing that hits your mind.
I went to me and Samantha's dressing room and looked in the mirror. I just saw a week and stupid girl. That don't deserve what she has. I grabbed a blade and went to the bathroom. I made three cuts and just looked at the blood drip down. "Umm, Ms. A'Lissa", a guy said. "Yesss", I yelled out the bathroom. "Its time for you to rehearse.", he said. "Ok, I'll be right out", I said. I cleaned the cuts and put a jacket on so no one would see them. I went to the stage and got started.
-at the hotel-
After hours of rehearsing, we were finally able to go to the hotel. Once we got in the room, I quickly changed into some comfortable clothes and went to Justin's room. When I got in there I SSW him and Samanth a watching Texas Chainsaw Massacre. "Hey A'Lissa, wanna watch", Justin asked. "Ummm no. I just came to say goodnight", I said. "Ok sweetie, goodnight", he said turning his attention back to the movie. I closed the door and went back to my room. I got in bed and started crying. I know your confused. Justin know I hate Scarry movies. Everyone's focus is on Samantha. And your probably thinking that I'm jealous, well I'm not. I just want someone to see pass the me no one sees. I hide in pain, I build a wall to see who cared enough to break it down. I guess I haven't found that person. I ended up crying myself to sleep.
-in dream-
It was pitch black. I'm so scared. "They hate you", someone said. I looked around and saw nothing. "They don't care about you" you should just die" "they won't miss you" "they don't want you" is all I heard all around me. "No, no, its not true. They do care", I yelled. "They won't even notice your gone", someone said behide me. I turned around and still saw nothing. "Who's there", I said getting really scared. "Who do you think", the voice said. I recognize that voice anywhere. "Daddy", I said crying. "Their you go sweetie", he said as a light appeared on him. "Why are you here? Why can't you just leave me alone?", I said crying. "Why would I do that. No one else cares. Its all about Samantha now.", he said coming closer to me. "Yes they do, they do care. They have to", I said crying even more now. "If you won't believe me, maybe you will believe them", he said. All the sudden, every appeared. Pattie, Za, Khalil, Scooter, Ryan, Andrew, Marcus, Meredith, Samantha, Justin, everyone. "We hate you" We have never cared for you" "Your a worthless piece of nothing" "I only used you for your fame" "The only reason I adopted you was because I felt bad for you. Your the biggest mistake I have ever made" "Just go die" "Go back to where you came from" "Your not wanted on this earth" "Your just a slut" "Your trash" "Just go and never come back". Then they disappeared. "See darling, they don't care", he said hugging me. I completely broke down. He have never hugged me like this. "But I care honey, I Love you", he said. "The night of your first show, after you perform, come live with me darling and guess what. Mommy is here too. We can all be a family.", he said and all the sudden I woke up.
-in of dream-
I opened my eyes to find no one. Justin is usually here telling me everything is gonna be alright. But he's not here. What was all said was true. No one cares.
-day of the concert-
Samantha's POV
Me and A'Lissa have been very distance. I feel bad because I have completely ignored her. I should talk to her. I went to our dressing room and saw sitting on the couch looking at her phone. "Hey", I said sitting next to her. She looked up at me then back at her phone. "Ok, ummm, look, I am so sorry that been ignoring you it's just a lot has been happening and.", I manage to say before she cut by off by saying "don't pretend like you care now", she said getting up walking away. "What", I said getting up. "Don't pretend like you care because I know you don't.", she said.
"What are you talking about, I do care."
"Right, do you really expect me to believe that".
"What are you talking about"
"You. I should have never gave you my number, I should have never met you. Your using me. Just to steal Justin from me."
"A'Lissa, I would never do that, please. I love you"
"No you don't. No one does. All of you hate me. You all wish I wasn't here, that I was dead."
"A'Lissa please. We do love you, we would die ug you was dead"
"Just save it, I don't believe anything you say. I hate you. But don't worry, after tonight, you. wont have to worry about me anymore."she said walking pass me and out the door. "A'Lissa", I said trying to stop her. I was crying. "Justin", I yelled as I ran to find him. Once I found him, I jump in his arms. "What's wrong baby girl.", he said holding me. I told him what happen. He was pissed. He told me to go find Khalil sand stay with him.
A'Lissa's POV
I left my phone in the dressing room. I manage to grab a guitar though. Music was the only thing that kept me going. I sat on a brink wall and started playing. (The Me You Don't See by Laura Marano- from Austin and Ally)