Adopted by Justin Bieber--With A Twist

Love Me For Me

A'Lissa's POV

Its two o'clock in the morning and I'm wide a awake. I keep thinking about how Justin will respond. Will he hate me? What if he sends me back? Whats gonna happen? I was interrupted when i heard, "A'Lissa, you OK sweetheart", Justin said coming to my bed and sitting next to me. "Yea, I'm fine. Just cant sleep. A Lot is on my mind.", i said sitting up. "Wanna talk about it" he asked. "I do but again i don't, at least not right now.", i said looking down. He gives me a understanding look and says, "OK, well when ever your ready, come to me and we will get through it together. But for right now, you need to get some sleep.", he said laying me down. "Can you lay with me please", i asked. He just smiled and played next to me.

~Next day~

I woke up to my phone ringing. (A-A'Lissa and S-Scooter)

A- Hello

S- Good morning A'Lissa

A-Good morning Scooter

S-Sorry to wake you but i just needed to ask you if you could perform a song tonight. Its for a party that I'm having for a old friend.

A-Ummmm

S-I know its short noticed but

A-No, no, its ok. Ill do it.

S-Thank you so much

A-No problem, wait what kind of song?
S-Any kind of song. Just something that expresses you.
A-Ok, thank you
S-Any time

I hung up the phone and played back down. "Is everything OK", Justin asked. "Yeah, Scooter asked me if I could perform tonight at a party." I said turning towards him seeing his eyes are still closed. "Are you gonna do it",he asked. "Yeah, I told him I would.", i said poking his head. "Stop it", he said grabbing my hand. "Open your eyes then", i said poking him with my other. "Fine", he said opening his eyes. "Happy now", he said. "Very", i said getting up.
~2 hours later~
Me and Justin are going out today. Were just gonna walk around, maybe do some shopping. Im wearing white pants, black jersey with a golden 38 on it, black combat boots, with a silver heart shape purse, two necklaces, and silver earrings. Justin is wearing black jeans, white muscle shirt, black and grey shirt over that, black Nike's, and a black hat. Ha! I have more swag then him. We was walking around when a couple of Beliebers came to us. "OMB, can we have your autograph and a picture with you please", one asked. "Of course girls", Justin said. They started to squeal and jump around. Justin signed the autographs and took the pictures with each if them. "Can we have your autograph and a picture with you too, please", another girl said. I was actually surprised. "Yea, of course you can. I signed my autograph and took the picture. After that we went on our way. "They actually like me", i said surprised. "Of course they like you. They have absolutely no reason not to", Justin said. I just smiled and continued to walk. "Justin, ilk be right back. I have to use it.", i said. He nodded and said "OK, be careful and ill be right there, on that bench waiting for you". I nodded and walked to the girls restroom. I did my business and started to wash my hands. "You know he hates you right", someone said. I turned around and saw a girl that looked around my age. I gave her a confuse look. "He hates you, your just a charity case. The only reason he adopted you because he felt bad for you. He has no love for you. No one does, and never will", she said looking at me. She stepped to my face and said "Do us all a favor and die". She walked away leaving me in tears. Is what she said true? Does he really hate me. I washed my hands and dried my face. I went outside to see Justin talking to the same girl. I went up to them and smiled. "It was nice talking to you Justin", she said walking away. "Hey, ready you go", Justin said talking my hand. I nodded and we started to walk.
~2 hours later~
I was in my room in deep thought. Those fans were so nice. Was it all fake? Did Justin really feel bad for me? Do anyone really love me? Maybe i deserve to die. Maybe everyone would be happy if i just leave and never come. I went to my.bathroom and got a razor. I put it down on my wrist and slid it down creating a long cut. This is for being ugly, stupid, worthless, a piece of nothing. I screamed out in pain.
Juatin's POV
I was walking pass to A'Lissa's room when i heard a scream. I quickly ran in, and heard her crying in the bathroom. I quickly went in and saw blood everywhere. Then i saw her huddled in a corner crying. "A'Lissa, baby girl", i said as i went up to holding her. "Shhh, its OK honey. Everything is.gonna be aright.", i said trying my best to calm her. I picked her up and sat on the toilet. I got the first aid kit and started to clean her up. I finished, picked her up, and took her to her bed. I set her down and i set next to her. She had calmed down but she still had tears in her eyes. "Baby Girl, what happened", i asked. She stayed silent. I pulled her into my lap and pulled her head up to look at me. "What happened sweetie", i asked again. "She told me i was worthless. That no one loved me. That i should just die. ", she said crying again. I was shocked. Who the hell is she? "Hey. Hey. Hey. Look at me. I love you with all my heart. Your everything to me. You are my daughter, my one and only. My everything. I don't know what i would do if you left me. You are loved. You are worth it, beautiful, amazing. Don't you there let anyone tell you different. Please don't leave me", i said crying. I hugged her tightly. "Now come on, lets get ready for this party", i said tickling her a bit. "Ok, ok", she said smiling. "There's that smile", i said hugging her again. "I love you", i said. "I love you too, thank you for everything", she said. "That's what I'm here for, now get dress", i said.
~1 hour later~
A'Lissa's POV
We are on our way to Scooter's party now. Justin is wearing a black and red suit and I'm wearing a red long sleeve dress and platform heels. I feel terrible about earlier. I could have been stronger. I don't really want anyone to know about it. I just... i don't know anymore. I'm letting everyone get to me. We arrived at the party and was greeted by Scooter. "Thank you guys so much.", he said hugging us both. Scooter went on inside. "Here", he said putting a necklace on me. I turned and looked at him. "You have me heart", he said.We all went inside and sat down. I watched everyone dance and have fun. I turned and look for Justin but he's not there. I turn and turn until someone grabbed me and sat me down. I look up to see Khalil and lil' Za beside him. "You OK", he asked. "Yea, I'm fine", i said not looking at them. "You sure", Khalil asked squeezing the hand i cut. I let out a yelp and pulled my hand away. They gave me a worry look. I got up and walked away leaving them very confused. I walked outside and just breathed. "I told you they hated you", someone said. I turned around and see the same girl from earlier. "You should just go die. Trust me, no one would miss you", she said hitting me. She started to kick and punch me. "Just die already", she said as she continued to beat me. "Hey", i heard. The beating stopped. I looked up and saw security pulling her away and Justin coming towards me. "You ok honey", he said pulling me up. "Im fine", i said trying to get. "Your not going anywhere until you talk to me", he yelled. "I don't want to talk", i said trying to get up. "Damn it girl. Why cant you see thay I'm here for you. I wont hurt you. Please?", he said. I didn't say anything. "My God, why did i adopt you. Your not worth my damn time.", he said as he went back on the house slamming the door behind him. So what do i do now? No one cares. She was right, i should just die. Someone called a abundance to come check me out. I'm fine, just in a little pain but nothing I can't handle. "Excuse me miss A'Lissa, its time for your performance.", a man said. I nodded and got up. I looked up to the sky and said "i will see you soon mama". I went inside, grabbed a guitar, went on stage and started playing.
(Love me for me by Cher Lloyd)

Phone rings
Don't wanna pick it up
I'm so scared
I'm gonna say too much
I tip toe around your questions
Why you gotta dig so deep?

Tears fall
And the glasses break
Inside these walls
The floor boards shake
But from outside
It's alright
Long as you looking from fifty feet

I been trying trying
Hold my head up high
I been lying lying
Keeping it all inside
Trying not to trust you, yeah
Take another leaf, I'm a book yeah yeah?

I'm done, I give up
I don't wanna pretend no more
That's it, so what?
I've lost a friend before
Gonna say it like it is
No more wondering "What if?"
That ain't the way you ought to live
Cause I don't want you to love me
If you don't wanna love me for me

Cause I don't want you to love me
If you don't wanna love me for me

A doll house is all that you could see
But it's so far from my reality
I got problems, I got issues
Sometimes it's all too much for me
Wrap it up with a pretty little bow
But there are some things you can't sugarcoat
So I give it to you anyway
Even though it won't taste so sweet

I been trying trying
Hold my head up high
I been lying lying
Keeping it all inside
Maybe I could trust you, yeah
Take another leaf, I'm a book yeah yeah?

I'm done, I give up
I don't wanna pretend no more
That's it, so what? So what?
I've lost a friend before
Gonna say it like it is (I'm gonna say it like it is)
No more wondering "What if?"
That ain't the way you ought to live
Cause I don't want you to love me
If you don't wanna love me for me

Sick of all the fighting
All the slamming of the doors
The pain, the parents, too deep to ignore
Step back, step back
Can you see it through my eyes?
I know, I know
It may be a surprise
Don't wanna be perceived for something that I'm not
Just wanna be accepted for the little that I got
If you could see me now in my glass house (looking at Justin)
I'm ready to let you in
Oh, yeah yeah.
I'm ready to let you in

I'm done, I give up
I don't wanna pretend no more
That's it, so what?
I've lost a friend before
Gonna say it like it is
No more wondering "What if?"
That ain't the way you ought to live
Cause I don't want you to love me
If you don't wanna love me for me

Cause I don't want you to love me
If you don't wanna love me for me

Cause I don't want you to love me
If you don't wanna love me for me

By time i finish, i was in tears. For some reason some others was to. People started applauding. I walked off stage and went in the bathroom. I Iooked in the mirror and see....mama? "Mama, is that really you", i asked. "Yes honey. Its me. But i don't have a lot of time. Honey trust him. He loves you. Tell him, OK. Tell him. I love you", she said as she disappeared. I don't know if it was my imagination but I needed that.  I took the heart necklace that Justin gave me and held it. Am i really his heart?