I wake up with her in my arms.
I try to be careful not to wake her up as i get off the bed and change.
When i'm ready i whisper "Myers" she flutters her eyes and yawns.
"Morning" she says
She looks funny with her messy hair and clueless look.
"I'm going somewhere. I'll be back in 2 hours. Just wanted to let you know so that you don't think i left you."
"Okay." she says with a soft smile
Sometimes i think how can she be so cute, when in the fight cages she's terrifying.
I'm the one to talk. I turn into a kitten every time she's near.
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"So.." my psychiatrist says "How have the last six months been for you?"
My parents didn't want to send me here without my consent at first but it was legally required.
Now it's not but it helps me let go of my thoughts.
"Normally but the last month has been good."
"What do you mean by good?"
"There's a girl."
"The one you've told me before?" she lifts an eyebrow
"Yes."
"How does she make you feel?" she asks writing something in her notebook
"Comfortable,amused, like i'm fine just the way i am.She makes me feel something. Octavia has always been the only person that could make me feel. But this one is different."
"How are your heartbeats around her? I know that you focus on everything."
"Wild. I'll see a doctor about that."
Ms. Grace chuckles "I think there's a simple diagnosis for that. Love."
What?
"You once told me that i'll never be able to love someone."
"I said probably never. That means that there's a small probability and that has happened. It's rare for your condition but not impossible."
"So, i am in love?"
"From the way you smile when you think about her, it seems to me that there's no other explanation. You've told me about her before but i thought it was just a crush. Now..."
"What about your impulses and irrtation?" she asks
"Controllable.I have more self control."
Does she really think that i'll tell her the truth about this? If i told her that the impulse is still there she would send me to psychiatric hold. As for the irritation, it has only one medication. Myers
"That's good. You've progressed in this matter since i first saw you I know that the impulses will never leave but it's good that you control them."
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I enter the house and guess who i find: Myers, Octavia, Jett, Indie and Finn sitting on the couch watching Turkish series.
Looks like they conquered my house.
"So what is this series called?" Tavi asks her
" -Sen Cal Kapimi-" she says in a perfect accent "Translated to english its -You knock at my door-"
"I don't usually watch Soap operas but this is sweet." Tavia says
"Duh, i have taste."
"What is happening here?" i ask
Octavia rushes and jump at me giving me a hug.
"Traitor. I'm your sister. Not her." Jett says in a pout
"You are adopted" she throws a pillow at me and i catch it
"Oh no! Myers!" she yells hiding behind her
Myers is stuck laughing
"I'm sorry, sorry." she says half laughing, half pleading
"Get out, all of you, before i change my mind Jett and throw you in the pool again."
"Going." She runs out laughing and Indie and Finn follow her laughing.
"See you later Madds." Tavi says laughing
Myers is still laughing "That brings Deja vu." she says standing up
"Why?" i say confused
"Um excuse me? I have two brothers who loved throwing me in the pool."
"What were you doing with them?"
"Um, Octavia knocked on the door and i invited her in and told her to bring the girls so we could watch a movie."
"Oh really?" i say getting closer to her
Her smile falls "You aren't mad, right?"
"Why would i?" i say as she's backed against the wall
"What is it?" she asks avoiding my eyes
"Nothing" say as i lift her chin up, returning her gaze to mine.
I can feel her pulse quickening.
"Are you scared right now?" i ask
She shakes her head and i back her completely on the wall, suffocating her with my body.
"Madden are you okay?"
"With you i'm never not okay"
Without a warning i seal her lips with mine, devouring her and thrusting my tongue in her mouth.
"Madden, what is happening?"
"You are happening. You are everywhere. In my house, in my thoughts, in my brain....in my heart."
"Don't! Don't give me false hope, please. Don't give me false hope that you could love me."
"But i do."
"You said it yourself that you can't love anyone."
"Turns out i was wrong. I don't need to go to therapy, but i do, since i met you, with my desire.Why? Because i never knew why my heartbeats turned wild every time you were near. You have made the impossible, possible."
"You love me?"
"I love you! Are you able to love me?"
"That is the easiest thing in the world Madden.I just don't want my heart broken. Te dua."
"What does that mean?" i ask
"It has multiple meanings. To love, to need, to want"
My heart is beating so fast i think it will stop. And it beats like this only for her. My stone cold heart, only belongs to her.
"Te dua" i say in the worst accent ever that makes her hold a laugh "If i break your heart, take mine instead."
She smile "If you break my heart, i'll chop yours to pieces." and she asks "So what are we now?"
"Whatever you want us to be. You want me to be your boyfriend, i'll be your boyfriend. You want us to marry, i'll marry you right now."
"Easy there. There's time." she laughs "Maybe boyfriend now."
"A shame. I was hoping for fiancé."
"There's time." she says laughing "Be patient"
"I'm not patient. That's my only flaw. In other aspects i'm perfect."
"Prick"
"When are you moving to Thunder Bay?"
"When this whole problem is solved" she sighs and does a face
"Im going to need to tell my family if we're dating."
"So what's the issue?" i ask
"Dorian. He would kill me or you. Or both."
"He can try." i say
"He will try. I'll tell him soon."
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Fallen angel
FanfictionDevil's night fanfic .... Madden Mori and Myers Meadow Madden Fire night was a waste of time for me. I only went there to make my cousin and family happy.I never experienced emotions like other people until.. until her. I would do anything to have h...
