Fallen angel

47.Madden-Present

The ride in the car is going soundly.Nobody talking. That 5'2 menace!

Since it started raining, i couldn't use the motorbike i used to escape the traffic. There were only two cars and one was taken by that termagant, leaving me no choice but to ride with these guys.

A guy which i figured is Estella's boyfriend from the way he's protective of her, looks like he wants to kill me.

From her friends, Estella is my least favourite. Maybe cause she's too clingy with Myers. Also she's too loud and she calls my princess "Bae". Ugh.

I sound like a little kid right now. At least nobody is talking.

"Were are we going Dor?" Teo asks, disturbing my peace and focus on the sound of rain hitting the glass. I think it's their couple achievement to piss me off.

I take out my phone text my mum that i might not be back tonight. I don't think it's necessary but she'll be worried, even though for no reason and, i don't feel that good with that.

My dad, he's the only person i would consider my friend. Even though no one can understand what's in my head, well except for uncle Damon perhaps, my dad never pushed me beyond my limits and always tried to understand me in some sort of way.

Uncle Damon was always the person that could understand exactly what was going on with someone, no matter how high their walls are or how good their mask is. And he uses this ability to get what he wants from those persons.Manipulation at its finest.

Octavia inherited that but she wasn't a manipulator. Even though a kid, she can always understand what is happening with a person but she felt a bit remorse for them.

One of my biggest fears is that she will see me eventually like everyone else does and be hurt by it.

A monster who can't feel anything, who is obsessed with order and perfection, who almost goes mad when that order is ruined.

Before Myers entered my life fully, there was calm and order.

Now, there's chaos. The good kind. Because no matter what she does, i know it will never be a good enough reason for me to let her go.

When i first saw her, my head was quiet for the first time in my life and my heart was a chaotic mess. Her rare smiles that made my heart flip, those soft black curls that are so precious, her skin as white as snow..

Her voice. An angelic low voice that should be illegal for anyone to possess because it's a dangerous weapon

The day i let her go will never come because even after i'm dead, i don't believe in reincarnation but if it's true, i'll haunt her soul to the end of eternity.

Because she's mine. My chaos. My princess.

"At my house. Until Estella gives us the signal that Nina is ready to talk." he says sighing

My heart which i didn't know existed fell when u saw her like that.

She looked like she wanted to end it all.

We are here.

A white huge mansion full of glass windows which radiates old money.

The Meadow Mansion

The Meadow family is the greatest family in New York. It has been the main family in New York for one century now. I know that their last name is changed.

They have great connections around the states and the world thanks to their business marriages. Unlike some Albanian traditionalists, they married outside the culture but made sure that their Albanian heritage lived on.

Also they have a lot of connections with the mafias around the world. Myers' mother was the daughter of the a consigliere of the Italians. Her uncle is a consigliere also. They kept the power.

They are the most powerful family in the whole east coast, probably the whole state.

The marriage between Niko and Athos is the biggest event of the season because Niko is the grandson of a consigliere and son of the most powerful man in the state and Athos is the daughter of a very powerful couple in Meridian City. That takes their connections further.

The car stops at the front of the mansion. I get out and go immediately inside the house with the guys so i don't ruin my clothes. I needed to change them once cause while Chaos was ripping Max to shreds, i accidentally got blood on my shirt