Those In The Forest

Part 46: Reagan

When I woke up, my mates were nowhere to be seen. There was an aching in my chest that I found to be highly uncomfortable. It feels similar to how I felt when I screamed to them that I loved them.

          While I meant it, I would have loved to have done it differently. I would have loved to just have been able to say it on my own terms, in a way that felt natural. What happened didn't make my feelings for them disappear, but it did stun them.

          I'm learning more and more that they are extremely impatient, but I feel like that's payback for me being a little stubborn. Heavy on the little. I refuse to admit that I'm extremely stubborn with them; I will not give them that satisfaction.

          A smile bloomed on my face. Speaking of satisfaction, I finally got to taste them. Make them cum on my tongue just like I wanted. Hearing them whine and moan above me was like heaven.

          While I felt like I was in control the entire time, it still felt like they were the ones controlling me, not that I minded, of course, but it still pissed me off. I have no idea how they do that.

          Surprisingly, Iris was the most controlling. She wanted me on my knees while she stood over me, her legs spread open just for me. I loved it. All of it. I thought I was going to have to beg to get my mouth on them, but they jumped at the opportunity.

          They tried to reciprocate, but I told them I didn't want them to; I wanted to please them. It was my only way of truly showing I loved them without saying it. I wish that was enough for them sometimes. Just let my actions show my feelings, but that's not like them.

          I peered outside, the moonlight the only thing making it possible for me to look around my room. I leaned over, grabbing my phone from the brightness of it, which almost made me drop it.

          I had a few texts from Bryce, but I didn't bother looking at them; it wasn't like she was going to respond at... four thirsty seven in the morning anyway.

          Our little fun only lasted about an hour. None of them lasted as long as I thought they would. Either I'm better with my tongue than I thought, or they were just really horny. Most likely, the latter. I was purposely making myself as horny as I could because I knew they could smell it, but they didn't act on it.

          Assholes!

          I clicked my phone off, setting it back on the nightstand. It was on seven percent anyway. I haven't used it as much since I've been here, and I know for a fact that it's going to be cut off at some point because I haven't paid the phone bill.

          Bryce will be pissed that I can't talk to her, but I figure she'll get over it.

          Standing up from the bed, I grabbed the sheets, wrapping them around my naked body, but then a fun idea popped up in my head. Unwrapping the sheet from my body, I threw it back on the bed and made my way to the bedroom door.

          I was smirking the entire way down the stairs. I could hear murmuring coming from the kitchen. Oddly enough, that's all I heard in the cabin. Karina and Celia must finally be asleep, at least for now.

          When I got closer to the kitchen, the murmuring stopped. They must have heard me or smelled me. It was likely it was both. While I do love them, and I do love being here, not being able to sneak around is aggravating.

          While I can't surprise them with my presence, I can surprise them with what they are going to see. I grinned as I turned the corner walking through the entrance to the kitchen.