Those In The Forest

Part 87: Reagan

I stood beside the bed, watching as Ivy lay across the bed. A panting mess. It was just a kiss, and yet she was acting as if I had fucked her for hours. They've all acted like that. I'm curious about what Hazel will do when I get her here.

          Iris... Iris was the reason I was doing this. She keeps acting all calm when I know deep down she wants to snap. The more I give each of my mates, the more she gets jealous.

          I will make her snap, and what I intend to do to Hazel will make her snap.

          When I saw the after everything that happened, my body... reacted. I reacted in a way that felt like I was out of control. It takes so much effort to keep it off my face, but the fucking smell. They can smell just how much I want them. Trying to mask my scent is damn near impossible.

          I've got to figure out how Hazel and Rose did it, but after I torture everyone—I mean, torture to a certain point—they all love this. They love this attention I'm giving them, and I love giving it to them.

          It feels like we are moving back to what we were before Alan got involved, back when we were nervous around each other. Despite how I acted toward them, they always made me anxious.

          It took my death for me to realize I truly loved them and that I needed them in my life more than anything. I would die for them, even kill if necessary. They are mine, and I'm theirs.

          Ivy was grinning ear to ear. "I can hear you thinking," she said with a chuckle. "What's going on?" she asked, sitting up on her elbows.

          I titled my head, unsure what to say. I could be honest, take her downstairs with our other mates, and confess my love, or I could continue playing with them.

          I smiled. I like playing with them. I think I'm going to do that.

          "When I was human, and you all were going into your rut, my body... it reacted very strangely. What will it do now that I'm like this?" I asked curiously.

          Ivy sat up straighter and blew out a harsh breath. "Well, your body is going to feel hot. Your... pussy will ache to no end. You'll want us to fill you. Fuck you..." she paused. "Breed you," she said, her dark skin flushing.

          I hummed. "I wanted that before, so what will be different?" I asked again.

          "You'll have more stamina. You'll beg, and because you're strong now, you can even pin us down and fuck us however you want, using us until you and we are drained and exhausted," she said, clearing her throat.

          A very dark idea came to mind. "Alan wanted to breed me," I said, trying to keep the hurt out of my voice and face. It hurt to talk about, but I needed to get past it, and I knew the best way to do that. Using my mates, they'll make me feel better about what happened. Make me feel not like a dirty whore.

          I heard a snarl from Ivy and low snarls coming from my mates downstairs. So they were being nosy, good.

          Ivy's strong jaw clenched. "He will pay for what he did. I promise," she growled.

          She clenched her fists at the end of the bed, her fingers digging into the mattress. 

          "I want to kill him," I said with more emotion than I intended. "I want to rip his fucking throat out. I want him to pay for what he did to us."

          Something shifted in Ivy's eyes. "Us?" she questioned.

          "Yes, us. He took me from you and, by doing that, took you away from me. He hurt me, your mate, and that hurt you. Everything he did to me, he did to you." I snarled. "I knew I was going to die. I hated that for me, but I knew what would happen if I didn't come back. I knew you all would die, too. Our Elders and Alphas... they would be alone. Everything they built here would feel so empty. Alan attacked more than just me. He attacked our pack, and that calls for death." I didn't even know when I started crying.

          Ivy got up from the bed and walked up to me, wiping my tears from my face. She cradled my face in her hands and made me look at her. While my wolf was bigger than theirs, I was still a few inches shorter than them in my human form.

           "Then you can kill him. Make him pay for what he did to your pack," she said aggressively.

          "I might not like what I become if I do kill him," I said honestly.

          "Then we'll be right by your side, making sure you never lose yourself." she caressed my cheek.

           "Promise?" I asked, placing my hands on her hips.

          She leaned down, her lips hovering over mine. "Promise," she said, connecting our lips. 

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I didn't go and get Hazel.

          Instead. after my intimate moment with Ivy, I told her to send Hazel up. This was it. This was how I was going to torture Hazel and make Iris snap.

          I'm going to get all of them to fuck me today, but I will make Iris lose her fucking mine.

          I've been pent up for far too long. Seeing them roam around naked hasn't been easy, either. I'm kind of pissed they still have their clothes on now. I know it was to be considerate of Bryce, but fuck, I need to see them. Badly.

          I need to feel their hands on my body. I need to know how badly they've been craving me. How bad they missed me. I need to see how desperate they are for me.

          I heard their conversation so clearly. It was so strange, but not really. Honestly, it was no different than hearing them in my head. Was this how they lived their entire lives? This seems intoxicating. I don't think I'll ever get tired of this.

          Lennox and Avah were asleep in their room. I'm not shocked. They spent the better part of an hour fucking quietly. Well, as quiet as possible for them. I hear lots of soft moans and squelching sounds. That was going to need some getting used to.

          From what I remember, the only reason they only fucked for an hour was because Avah wanted to be rested up for a long night of lovemaking, and Lennox was not going to disappoint her mate.

          Avah and Celia have the upper hand in their matings, which is odd considering what happens during a rut. Even in my mating, all of them are keen on pleasing me. I have them wrapped around my finger, and that attention is wonderful.

          Even when in a room full of women with dicks, they put my needs before their own. I need to know how that works. I'll ask Avah and Celia about that later.

          Now,... now I need to get their mouths on my body.

          I smiled when I heard Hazel sprint upstairs.

          She was grinning ear to ear when she walked into our bedroom. Closing the door behind her, she stayed put.

          My mates are so obedient. I love it.

          "What are you going to do to me?" she asked, still smiling at me.

          I eyed her. "Whatever I want. You're mine, Hazel."

A/N: I feel like I've just been teasing you all.... 😁 You all will be okay because I've been spoiling you all with a chapter a day. Love ya!