I know that this isn't over yet, but I just wanted to write some of my feelings down, and I mean I'm sorry this isn't a story, and whatever, but the goal of this was to get me to write every day for thirty days and I haven't missed a day yet. So what I've learned? IT's fucking hard to get on your computer every day and type a story or a poem, especially when your seething with rage at an english teacher a friend or some stupid band members what can't get their act together.
It's hard to sit every day and dedicate time to writing, and to actually get it down when you have mountins of homework, and friends, and practice, and parents that feel the need to talk to you every eight seconds and when you're living in two different houses because you have water in one but not the other and you have no wifi but you type stuff on your phone. It's hard, and do I think I'll do it agian? No. I'd rather not force myself to do something like this again.
See, you want to know why I don't like this, because after the fist few days I feel like everything I wrote was forced, because after a while the challenge started to feel forced, and honestly I'm not sure how I made it this far, but tomrrow when I get home I'm gonna have fun ok, I'm gonna do my homework, and I'm gonna write the best story I've written so far in this book if I can make the time. You just watch.
lol I;m not cheating cause technically this is still writing.
