Insecurities // 2min ✓

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"bro why can't we hear any moans??" Jeongin asked

"they probably didn't fuck?" Chan said, not looking up from his phone

"mm, probably" Jeongin shrugged and sat on the couch

a few minutes later, Changbin came downstairs, looking tired as hell

"damn hyung, you look horrible."

"wow, thanks Jeongin."

"mhm" he grabbed his phone and started using it

Changbin sighed and sat next to the younger, grabbing the tv remote and turning on the tv

Felix then came downstairs and sat on Changbin's lap, cuddling up against his chest. Changbin kissed his cheek and went back to watching tv

--

Hyunjin was just fixing his and Jeongin's closet, looking through boxes and stuff and then he came across this weird looking one

"ewh! it's dusty-"

he opened it anyway and instantly regretted it

there was a note in it, with blood all over it. it wasnt just anyway kind of note, it was a suicide one....

'hello whoever is reading this!

hope you had a beautiful day :)

I know I didnt. I got hit by my parents again :/

nothing new, I cant feel the pain anymore to be honest.

well...I just wanna talk about my boyfriend.

he's the reason why I'm still alive. he's so kind and he may be stupid, but that doesn't stop me from loving him. I will love him no matter what. till death and even after

anyway...

I'm thinking about ending it.

I might.

I will.

alright see ya!!

-- love Jeongin <333'

Hyunjin stared at the paper as tears fell onto it. he ripped the paper and threw it. he covered his face and sobbed even more. he was so glad Jeongin didn't actually do...that

'I'm the reason...' he thought, slightly smiling after

he wiped his tears and took a deep breathe, before going back to cleaning out the closet

--

for the past few days, Felix hasn't been eating well, but nobody knew. until...

Felix randomly felt the need to throw up. he quickly got up and rushed to the bathroom. the others were confused, until they heard him throwing up

Changbin quickly went upstairs and checked on him. he saw Felix still puking into the toilet. Changbin kneeled down next to him and held his hair back for him as he finished up. he became even more worried when the younger let out a heart wrenching sob.

once he was done, he leaned against Changbin's chest and started sobbing even more, "B-Binnie it h-hurts!!.."

he held onto his stomach, starting to cry even more. Changbin soothingly rubbed his back, feeling him slightly calm down. once he was fully calm, Changbin sat him up

"whats up, lix?.."

"I haven't been eating these days.."

"awh..why?"

"I'm to...fat?.."

Changbin sharply inhaled, not wanting to scare the younger

"baby..your not fat or skinny. your just right, okay? don't listen to the fake stays, only listen to me, the others and actual stays."

"mm...okay.." Felix snuggled up against Changbin's chest, slowly falling asleep

--

"awh...poor Lixie."

"bro fuck them haters!! first, they make Seungmin insecure! second, they make Jeongin think he's ugly! then they make Hyunjin cry because of the bullying comments and now fat shaming Felix!?" Chan was now furious. he hates when his members are sad. like he says, he'd do anything to protect them

"hyung, calm down." Hyunjin said, not wanting anything to happen

Chan took a deep breathe and brung Han into a hug. Han slightly giggled and kissed the older's cheek

"alright, so now....what do we actually do?.."

"tell our manager. easy"

"okay-"

--

"alright I told him! he says he will do something about it. what will he do? not sure but, yeah!!" Hyunjin said, walking back into the living room

"alright, good." Changbin had Felix resting on his lap. they made him eat some bread so he at least has something in his stomach

"he'll be better. we just have to feed him." Hyunjin said, sitting down on the couch next to Changbin

"mhm..thank you Hyun, for helping."

"of course hyung!" Hyunjin smiled at him, the older smiling back