THE HEART WANTS WHAT IT WANTS

20.THE HEART WANTS WHAT IT WANTS

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AMARA
His hand goes to my neck and he deepens the kiss his another hand pulls me in closer by my waist
My hand goes around his neck and the other on his chest
I feel a third hand on my shoulder but I don't stop they kiss my neck and bare back the hands culp my boobs and squeezes them
I look away from the one I'm kissing and turn to other he kisses me deeply while exploring my body the other one starts to kiss my body
Feeling me
I squeeze my thighs tight trying to satisfy myself but I need more
I open my eyes to see who I'm kissing
Ethan
I look to the one I kissed first Xander

I wake up punting and holding my chest
That dream was intense I look around the room and throw my head back on the pillow

I shut my eyes to try and get some sleep but the dream keeps replaying in my mind

I turn to the otherside and remember how Xander and I fucked again in his room

I turn again and remember Ethan in the kitchen three nights ago when he left me before I could cum

I turn and look up at the roof
I'm horny as fuck I could satisfy myself but that's not what my body wants

I get up and pace around my room before deciding to go out
I look to my right and then my left before going back to my room

I slid on my door
I don't know where to go
Xander knows how to satisfy me but i can't help wondering how Ethan will do

Gosh! I get up and open my door
I walk to Xander's room but before I could open I go back to my room get the gun and walk to Ethans room and knock

Shit. why did I just do that what if his sleeping
Fuck
Shit
Fuck

I groen and walk away but before I could get far I hear the door open

"Muffin?" He whispers confused
"Hi" I say awkwardly turning on my heel

"What's wrong"
"I ..I..I just wanted to retain your gun" I stretch out my arm
"At 2Am?" I nod
"Thanks" I nod and turn on my heel

"You wanna come in" He asks I just walk in not giving him an answer

I look around the room like I haven't been here before it's dark and his led lights at set to red

I turn and bump into something hard
His chest, I look up at him and he chuckles

"Careful" He says with a smirk
"Why did you leave me like that" He knows what I'm talking about
"I'd rather make you cum with my dick than my fingers" He says it so casually

"I can always finish what I started" His really close I stare into his eyes and down to his lips

"No that's fine" I say and step back

"I'm sorry for hurting you" I change the topic

"It's calm" He says and leans on the wall folding his arms to his chest
Ah fuck me

"Did you mean it when you said you won't wait for me anymore" I ask looking anywhere but him

He comes to me and my feet act like there nailed to the ground

"I waited for you for 5 years and I will wait 5more if it means I'll be with you in the end" I stair into his eyes and then his lips

I look straight just at his chest
"You've been hanging around Marcus to much" I giggle

"The man's got some really good pickup lines" He says chuckling lightly

"But I mean it, unless you can teach me how to not love you" He puts a finger on my chin lifting my head up