AMARA
"College!!! Sexy guys,parties, pool parties, alcohol, hot professers"
"And classes, studying, working hard to get a degree" Marcus cuts off Lilith's ratter on the things she's going to do here
"Right those things too" she waves him off
We walk into our doom room and take in the room It's really big
It has everything living room, kitchen and 3 bedrooms which all have there own bathroom and walkin closet thanks to zoey, of course.
"I'm not one to complain about lifting stuff I mean look at me" Ethan purses smirking
"But could you guys MOVE AWAY FROM THE GODDAMN DOOR!!" He yells at us
We laugh and step away from the door letting the boys enter with our stuff
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It's been 5months and everything has been good
College, the parties, the freedom
Everything's great
I hear a knock and run to the door
"Ethan" Damn did this man get finer or is it just me
"Amara can we talk, I have been holding back for to long I just want to know if what I'm feeling is what you're feeling" He says in one breathe and my stomach flutters
"Ethan I.."
"Amara who's at the door" xander comes to view with only sweatpants on
"Oh hey Ethan" He smiles at him
Ethan looks between the both of us
"It's not wha..." He stops me
"It's fine Amara"
"Bro.." He cuts him off to
"I'm okay really you two deserve each other" He laughs lightly clearly hurt by the scene
"I'll see you guys around" I watched him walk away the imagine of his hurt eyes still in my mind
My one true love gone
I get back in and slide on the door
Yeap everything is just great
I put my head between my knees
"Who was it" lili asks
"Ethan" xander answers
"What are you doing on the floor go after him" xander comes over pulling me up
"All I do is hurt him Xander I'm not good for him"
"Amara, you not doing anything is hurting him. How we'll he know you love him if you don't tell him" I walk to the cough and scream into the pillow
"What if it doesn't work out"
"You won't know until you try just look at me and Lili, we didn't know it would work but we still tried, we were both inlove with two different people but look at us now"
It's true, you read that right.
Lili and xander got close during the time of the funeral and my mental illness stage
He took care of her while Ethan looked after me
No know noticed what was going on because we were all to busy in our worlds
They look happy together the just started dating a month ago
I relieved I wasn't inlove with Xander before I even knew about him and Lili no matter how many times Ethan tried to put us together something was always missing with Xander
I told him how I felt and he wasn't hurt. He said he needed closure before he could fully commit to lili. I guess we helped each other in some way
I talked with Ethan almost everyday, before class, during class, after class and before sleeping
He comes to get me and we go out for icecream and since Ethan can't keep his mouth shut, we got chased by a dog again
We go on road trips to absolutely nowhere singing loud to our favourite songs
Going grocery shopping and having to get chased by the security guard again
His 6,4 height towers over my 5,2 height. He takes my hand leading the way into our club to meet with some clients. And everytime we walk into a place people stop and stare like we're one of those powerful mafia couples you only read about or see in movies
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THE HEART WANTS WHAT IT WANTS
Cerita PendekWe fall in love more than once in our lifetime Quite often but never at the same time But for Amara that's a all different story When she falls in love with her bestfriend but doesn't believe she can ever be with him she meets a pair of Hazel ey...
