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Opening up | Chapter 39

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"Why did you disclose my secret to him?"

This question was enough to bring a panic expression on the older male's face. He gulped and looked away.

"H--how did you---"

"I have my own ways Hyung....I want to know what exactly happened that you had to tell him the secret about my first crush which I had been hiding from him for several years? What made you break my trust?" Jungkook asked.

"I---I am sorry Jungkook......please don't judge me. Don't misunderstand." He mere requested in response.

Jungkook sighed, "I will not judge you before you tell me the whole truth. I just wanna know. Why?" He raised both of his eyebrows making a questioning face.

"Jimin came to me." He started speaking as he kept the empty glass of whisky away, "I was the one who called him. To talk about you."

There was a few seconds of silence.

"I knew he knows everything about you. At that moment, I was confused about you. Confused about me. Confused about us and our feelings.
I called him to visit me and tell me what you think about me.
I was relieved once I got to know that you like me back. I was overwhelmed and thankful to Jimin. He even booked a cab for you to bring you back home from the bar. I don't know, what I would have done if I couldn't find you. I was terrified that you will leave me one day......the way everyone did to me."

The last sentence made the younger's heart ache. He felt something breaking, without making a sound. He understood the insecurities and pain of Taehyung.

"We discussed things about the incident. He told me how you cried, how you confessed that you like me and me being with someone else hurts you a lot.
And then he disclosed about your first love's topic." Jungkook looked at him again. This was the topic he wanted to know about.

"What happened than?" He asked.

"He said that you talked about your past love life. It hurt me when he said that you called yourself useless." Taehyung spoke in low-deep voice. Jungkook gulped in sadness and stared at the glittering water in front of him.

"He said you could never get the love you wanted to get. He said that you broke in front of him talking about your first and second love. He knew about Ji-hoon. But had no idea about the first one. He questioned you, but all his questions remained unanswered. He told me that you always change the topic or never tell him about who your first love was."

"Then how did you tell him?" Jungkook asked.

"He felt like he knew who that person was. He confronted me. He doubted me as I tried to cover the reality with a lie. I wanted not to break your trust. I respect you and your privacy.