Complications | Chapter 19

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Taehyung POV==>

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Taehyung POV==>

I slowly got up and opened my almirah to find something inside. As I opened it, I found the rose, that he gave me last night. I had taken it out from the coat and kept it inside safely. I picked it up with full care and smelled it. That big red rose had started getting dry. I decided to let it get dry and preserve it in a polybag.

One minute; why do I want to preserve this rose? Isn't it strange? And why do I feel so special to see it? Whenever I looked at this flower since last night, the memories of the moments I shared with him are flashing in front ofmy eyes. How close he was when he tugged it inside my pocket and also made me wear a tie.

Am I falling for him? No...no this can't happen. I am straight. I always had interest in girls......but this Doctor is something else.

Have I started to like him? I don't know.....but he always makes me feel happy and overwhelmed. I don't get bad thoughts when he is with me. His voice calms my heart and mind.

"It is confusing. But I can say, that I have grown a special place in my heart for him. I adore him a lot."

But I don't think I should develop such feelings for him....he just considers me as a friend. There have been just a few days since we know each other, and he has always loved Jimin.....I should stop, before it is too late. I should control my feelings for him, before I start loving him. What if he rejects me? I am a mental patient. This is my reality! Why would a smart person like him accept me? This relation is better to stay as a friendship.

I had loved only Eun he till now. I should not forget her so soon. I know she asked me to move on......but she was the person who did a lot for me.....I can't forget her deeds and generosity so easily. I will always have a special place in my heart for her too. She was the best woman I ever saw in my life, after my mom.

If I talk about Jungkook; so he is just a doctor of mine....he will be gone once I get well. He will be gone forever. I will be left heartbroken again.....should I still give it a try? I am not sure about my feelings. I want to find it out, whether I like him in that way or not. Because I am confused myself. And if it is true, I will try my best to maintain a distance between us. I can't get attached to someone once again, just to be left alone.

Plue, he doesn't deserve a Psyco like me. He should get what he truly deserves.

"Hyung! Take your meds!" My thoughts were broken by his voice. I found him standing behind me with tables in one hand and a glass of water in the other one. I immediately put the flower inside and closed the doors, yet I think he saw it. Anyways, there is no big deal. I liked that flower so I kept it.

I took my medicines on his instructions afterwards.

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"Hyung I brought something for you." Jungkook spoke as he handed me a blue coloured beautiful diary.

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