Destiel one shots

Djinn

Sam and Dean were on a Djinn hunt and they had killed the pair and were driving back to the bunker when Dean felt something wrong.

"Sam, something is wrong, something is missing", Dean said as they got out of the Impala, it was like his soul was trying to hold onto something, something slipping from him.

They both looked at each other and rushed into the bunker with their guns at ready when they saw Cas on the library chair unconscious.

Dean without another word rushed to Cas and tried to wake him up as Sam did a check, "The wards are down", he said.

"Sam", Dean said showing Cas's hands where there was a blue handprint, "One must be lost in the bunker", Sam said.

"I don't think Cas has much time, we don't know how long he was like this", Dean said worried, "I'll go get him, you stay put and kill the Djinn", Sam said.

"But-", Dean went to interrupt, "No Dean, you are a better hunter with a Djinn", Sam said, Dean looked at Cas with doubt but nodded and Sam went into Cas's dream.

He thought it didn't work because he was still in the bunker, but he knew soon enough that it did.

Cas and Dean were in a chair kissing, both their left hands glinting with their wedding rings, Sam cleared his throat and Cas broke away.

"Go wait in the car, I'll come soon", Cas said and Dean smiled, "Don't be late or I am leaving you, Sam is already fuming that we are kissing without going on the hunt", Dean said and that's when Sam realized dream Dean couldn't see him.

Dream Dean left, "Cas this isn't-", Sam started, "Real? Yeah I know", Cas said turning to face him, "You think I won't know the difference in my- Dean?", Cas asked getting emotional.

"Cas I know how you feel, I have seen it, but you will die if you stay here", Sam said, "No I won't a Djinn can't suck out life out of an angel and since I don't eat or drink my body will be asleep forever", Cas said.

"But we need you, Dean needs you", Sam said, "No you don't, I have seen both of you, especially Dean, he can save both of you, just call me when you need and I will send help, but leave me here please", Cas said.

"No Cas", Sam said though it was hurting him to see Cas's eyes beg, "Please Sam don't do this", Cas begged as Sam took his gun out when the bunker door opened.

Dream Dean walked in, "Honey bear, Sammy is-", he stopped as Sam shot him, but there was no blood.

"See he isn't real there is no blood", Sam said through the pain and saw Cas frozen in his place, "Cas?", Dream Dean said and that broke Cas and he rushed to his dream husband.

"Cas you have to let him go", Sam said and kneeled next to Cas as Cas cried and blood started flowing out of Dream Dean's bullet wounds.

Sam stopped shocked, this shouldn't be possible, "Cas, come on I need you buddy, come back to me", said real Dean's voice loud and clear around the whole bunker and that's when the bleeding stopped.

"What the", Sam stopped as he and Cas woke up and Dean immediately held Cas and helped him stand up.

Sam stood up and looked at Cas who was looking back at him with one question in his eyes, Why would you do that?, they asked.

"Cas-", Sam started, "It's okay, I'm a little tired, I'm gonna go to my room", Cas said, "Sure buddy, but don't do that again", Dean said a little angry and Cas smiled a fake smile and nodded.

Sam watched the angel of the lord leave for his room and felt the worst ever guilt wash over him after all these years.

~ Few days later ~

Cas was ok but Sam noticed the longing and pain in his eyes and sometimes the light touches on his left ring finger.

One day as they were going through the books Dean came out ready to go out, "Woah woah, slow down, where are you going?", Sam asked and saw Cas's eyes moving but not leaving the page.

"A date with this bartender me and Cas met a few days ago", Dean said and Sam heard Cas's heartbreak to pieces if possible.

"Why?", Sam said, "Well she thought me and Cas were a couple so I asked her out to prove her wrong", Dean said and Cas looked up.

Jack was calling him, "I need to go, Jack is calling me, don't get into trouble I won't be watching over you two", Cas said and without another word left.

"What's wrong with him?", Dean asked confused, "What's wrong with him? WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?", Sam asked raising his voice.

"Why are you hiding yourself? Dad is not here anymore Dee", Sam said, "What are you talking about?", Dean asked.

"When was the last time you said 'I love you' to someone, romantically? Did you notice that you have stopped being a playboy for 11 years now?", Sam asked aggressively and Dean was looking at his brother shocked.

"Who is Cas really to you? And don't say he is like a brother, because I might as well give myself to Lucifer, what the hell is wrong with you to think he is your brother? You continued to command Cas here and there and he did it without complaining, do you know why? Did you know what he was dreaming when he was...", Sam stopped his throat choking up.

He told the story and Dean was more than shocked, "You know, he made you bleed - the dream version of you - so that he could bring you to reality and help you heal. The only thing that saved us, that saved him, was your prayer. Your prayer was the only thing that brought him here", Sam said angrily.

"Think about it", Sam said and left as Dean sat down in shock, thinking about everything Sam said.

Of course, he can't even think about Cas being dead, but did he love him?, he thought and he started going through every memory he had since Cas was back.

"I love him", he breathed out after a few minutes and a tear dropped out of his eye, "Cas?", he called but he didn't see the angel.

So he willed himself to let his emotions flow to Cas and suddenly Cas crashed in front of him holding a hand over his heart.

"Dean wha-?", Cas asked and Dean without a single word pulled Cas into a kiss, he felt his soul calm and understood what it was.

Cas's grace was wrapping itself around his soul in love and protection, "I love you, I am sorry I didn't realize before", Dean muttered in the kiss and Cas smiled and pulled them closer together.

"Don't be, I love you too", Cas muttered and both drowned more in the kiss, but were suddenly being pulled apart.

Sam walked in between them pushing them apart, "I need to message everyone around the World that I had just won and saw the couple we were all hoping to get together", Sam announced.

"Bitch", Dean said, "Jerk", Sam said smiling and not looking up from his phone but walking away, "Keep it down and use protection", he shouted as left.

"You ass", Dean shouted and went running behind his brother, but Cas stopped him by lifting him in his hands in bridal style.

"Cas!!", Dean yelped but smiled and held on to him, "He's right, we have some time to catch up", Cas said and they walked to their room both happy finally, no thanks to a Djinn nonetheless.