Destiel one shots

Panel

P.S.; This is my first Cockles shot, if you don't like them, slip this chap...

Jensen was in Rome for the 'The Boys' panel with his fellow cast and Eric, but he missed his family badly.

It had been a month since he saw his husband and his twins, JJ and West, he was going back in a week but today was his birthday and he wanted his husband, Misha Collins-Ackles with him.

Rome especially bought some special memories for him, and for fans, the panel with Misha was the first time together there.

But in truth, that was their third time, Misha and he were there for the first time on their first anniversary together in 2010.

They were there the second time in 2014 when Jensen brought them on their 5th anniversary and proposed to Misha and a few months later they got married.

So Rome was not just 'When in Rome' for them, Rome was love, Rome was together, Rome was them, Rome was theirs and this was the first time he was alone in Rome and it was his 10th time.

Rome resets its clock every year, like a ritual of renewal and revival. Rome is pure magic, it's their magic.

It should have been with his Mish, they had visited Rome with their kids too and he missed his family badly because of that, especially the love of his life.

The fans never knew about them, they wanted to have their personal life personal, so for the fans, Misha was still married to Vicky, and Jensen was married to Danneel. 

They were going to reveal soon since they were going to have another baby and they thought it was getting harder to hide.

As Jensen was thinking about his Misha the panel started, and there were both Supernatural and Boys questions.

There were a lot of people and the audience was mostly in the dark, "Ok next question", Jensen said gesturing to his right unable to see who it was.

He did fall in love with Danneel before meeting Misha, but that was different, and if he had to explain simply, well...

Danneel was his first critic, she kept him grounded, made him smile, loved him, he loved her, and he would die for her, but he would survive without her.

But Misha... Misha was everything. Misha pushed him to be his best, grounded Jensen to reality, and made him laugh. Looking into Misha's eyes for a second in reality was like a minute for him, and the world vanished in that second. He loves him, and Jensen knows that he would live for him, but he would also die without him.

If he had not accepted his truth, he would have been with Danneel, who would have been his true love. However, Misha was his soulmate.

Jensen doesn't believe in platonic soulmates. There is nothing platonic about soulmates. The difference between true love and a soulmate is Danneel and Misha.

Fortunately, he was deeply in love with his soulmate, who is now his husband and father of his kids.

"Jen stay here with me", said a familiar Indian-Russian accent in the mic and Jensen snapped out knowing very well who noticed his face and identified the difference.

"My uh.. question..", started the person in the very familiar accent to Jensen and he didn't know whether to laugh or cry as he knew who it was.

But he couldn't control himself and started laughing getting up and walking away as the person continued with a laugh.

"So uh my question is for Eric and Jensen", said the Indian Russian accent, "Sure", Eric said not knowing who it was.

"If you could uh cast another character from supernatural to the boys, who would it be?", he asked as Jensen's laugh subsided and he sat back next to Karl.