Destiel one shots

Not funny, Jen!

Misha was done, done with Jensen, done with the show, done with everything and it's all because of Jensen.

A month ago, Jensen came to his trailer and said they had to distance themselves because they were too intimate in public areas and fans might think they were together.

Misha was deeply in love with Jensen and everyone knew that Jensen was too deep in love with Misha too but would never in his life accept that.

But Jensen coming and telling Misha that was the tipping point for him, he was done, he had called Daniela and told her not to pair them up in interviews.

Jensen had forgotten about that moment, but Misha couldn't, he distanced himself from Jensen so much that he started ignoring Jensen's calls and even mentioning Jensen on interviews and livestreams.

Misha had always been there for Jensen at conventions to make him laugh and to make him comfortable, but when they were all there, Misha always took a step back knowing Jensen could handle himself.

Misha keeps an eye on Jensen to ensure he is ok, but otherwise, if all were there, he wouldn't even talk, and that's why what Jensen said hurt him more than anything else, that he didn't need Misha always next to him in panels.

Jensen had noticed that Misha was avoiding him and was going insane but he couldn't contact Misha in any way, Jared was helping Misha too.

Today was the shoot, where Dean and Castiel were in the same scene after a long time and it was inevitable.

Misha tried asking Bobby to shoot them separately but he didn't agree, he was in his trailer alone when the door knocked.

He opened it and immediately went to close seeing the person but Jensen stopped him and pushed the door open coming inside and closing the door behind them.

"Why are you ignoring me?", he asked his voice breaking from desperation, "I thought you didn't want us to give hints that we might be together", Misha said turning away from those dazzling green eyes.

"Wha-", Jensen said and stopped and realized what Misha was talking about, "Yes I did, but that didn't mean for us to not talk to each other at all", Jensen said and Misha turned rage in his eyes, which made Jensen take a step back.

"You think we just talking will change anything? Us talking is the reason they ship", Misha said, "Are you blind? We are real Jensen, nothing we do will change that and if you want it changed then we shouldn't talk with each other", Misha said. 

"You can't expect me to be next to you and not whisper things in your ears and make you laugh, you can't expect me to not drown in those eyes, you can't expect me not to understand your emotions and thoughts, you can't expect me not to love you", Misha said his voice strained and raw with so many emotions.

"Meesh", Jensen started and Misha shook his head, "Not now, I can't, please go", Misha said tears dropping out of his eyes as he closed them shut unable to look at Jensen.

"Please", he said as Jensen went to talk again and Jensen reluctantly left, soon the shooting started.

"Ok guys there is a small change in the script, I'll explain it to you and you add it on your own", Bobby said and they nodded Jensen trying to catch Misha's eyes.

"Angels can read minds and the brothers are getting to know that the first time and Dean doesn't believe it, so Cas is going to prove it by reading Dean's mind", Bobby said and Misha felt the World stop.

"Are you writing what Dean thinks?", he asked, "No, you two understand each other well enough to decipher the other's thoughts", Bobby said.

"No, I can't, I... Jensen doesn't want fans shipping Destiel, I mean writers even don't want it, so let them write, so I don't need to stare into his eyes and make fans think things", Misha quickly said and Jensen's heart shattered. 

So the writers wrote it and they shot the scene, "Cut, no this isn't working, go natural, stare deep into each other's eyes and communicate, no objections", Bobby said and Misha closed his eyes taking a deep breath and looked into Jensen's eyes.

That was it, the World vanished for them, "So read my mind Cas, if it's true, I'll think of a number-", Jensen as Dean said.

"19", Misha as Cas said before he finished and Jensen was surprised because it was the number he thought.

"That's easy, let's go a few more times", Dean said, "Apple, pie, baby, bunker, trench coat, baby in a trench coat, stop it, how? ok fine", Cas said quickly saying all the things Dean/Jensen thought and Jensen's eyes were so wide, he couldn't believe.

"Alright I believe you", he said and he didn't know whether it was Dean or himself, "One last one", he said.

Misha looked into his eyes and his eyes widened, "Not funny Jen", he said and Jensen gasped because Misha knew what he thought and knew that it was him and not Dean.

"Cut, what happened everything was going great", Bobby said and they snapped away realizing where they were.

"Jensen thought something not appropriate for the show", Misha said, "Jensen be serious and ok let's go to the next scene, that scene was great", Bobby said and they soon finished shooting.

Misha was getting ready to leave in his trailer when the door opened, "Wow not gonna knock on the door this time are we Jensen?", he said not looking up.

"Sorry", Jensen muttered and Misha turned, Jensen gasped, "What?", Misha asked, "Your hair", Jensen said.

Misha turned to the mirror, he was dressing quickly and he didn't notice his hair was rumpled, it was his sex hair.

"Shit, I didn't notice", Misha said and went to comb it down but Jensen held both his hands, "No it's... good, I...", he swallowed hard.

"I like it", he said and Misha looked up and saw they were too close to each other, Jensen's breath was hitting his face.

"Jensen, personal space?", Misha whispered, "Not for us, there was never personal space for us", Jensen whispered and Misha looked up into eyes, and the World vanished again.

"Did you mean it?", he whispered, "Yes, I always have loved you but was too scared to accept, but I love you, Misha Collins, I love you so so much", Jensen said.

Yes, Jensen had thought 'I love you', again and again in his mind as they were shooting and that's what had shocked Misha.

"I can't live without your jokes, I can't live without staring into your eyes for a second, I want to whisper sweet and dirty things in your ears, I want to wake up to your face and close my eyes looking into your eyes every day, I know we have wasted more than 13 years of our life, so I don't want to waste another second and if you will have me... Misha Collins will you marry me?", Jensen asked and Misha gasped.

"Are you... are you sure?", he asked, "As sure as Dean is about pie and baby", Jensen said and Misha chuckled. 

"Then yes, it's always a yes for you", Misha said, "I love you too by the way", Misha said and crashed their lips together.

The World stopped and fireworks blasted.