Destiel one shots

Traumatized Sam

Sam loved his brother, because well, his brother just wasn't his brother but was always his father and mother.

But he had been traumatized most by his brother too, Sam had seen a lot, like a lot, he even had been possessed by the devil himself and lost his soul.

Yet that was nothing compared to the trauma his brother and his best friend gave him for 12 years at first.

For 12 years they did nothing but eye fuck and Sam tried everything he can to get them together and nothing worked.

But after Jack bought Cas from the empty they have never been apart, it was like they were glued together.

At first, Sam was extremely happy for his brother and relieved for himself as he thought he was not going to go through any more trauma.

He was extremely happy because he had seen Dean, he had seen his brother's reaction to everything related to Cas.

~All those years back ~

Sam's known for a while now that Dean is in love with Castiel. It's all over his brother's face. It's in the curl of his lips when he sees the angel, the smile that Dean reserves solely for Cas. 

It's in the flash in his green eyes when he prays, and the dullness when his prayers go unanswered. 

It's in the way Dean cooks, always grilling up a third burger, saying he's saving it for later. Sam knows though. 

He's known since Dean got out of Purgatory. He can tell because Dean's not the same when Cas isn't around. He's quieter, and spends more time alone in his room, cleaning his guns. 

Sam knows because it's in the way Dean moves around Cas, the subtle adjustments: shifting his feet so their arms will brush, glancing over when he thinks no one is looking, his fingers twitching every time Cas's collar is messed up. 

Sam knows because he's seen that watchfulness before, that special laugh, those subconscious movements. That's how he used to move around Jess. 

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That's why he was really happy and he thought that maybe he could handle the grossness of Dean being in love.

Well again he was proven wrong, they were disgusting now, cute but gross kind of situation, it all started with Dean thinking Sam didn't know about their relationship.

They were in the library when Dean started drawing a rainbow on Sam's hand with a Sharpie and Sam to keep his mind clean and sane ignored it.

But we are talking about Dean, he started scribbling things and dropping hints but Same kept on ignoring him.

Finally out of impatience, "SAM I'M SCREWING CAS", Dean shouted, "I KNOW DEAN", Sam shouted back and that was the end of it.

Dean had an evil smirk at Sam's reaction and Sam wanted to get him back so it started with him giving an idea for Christmas since a couple of things were new for Cas.

"Whatcha look at there, Cas? Jewelry?", Dean said entering their motel room when they were on a case and seeing his laptop in Cas's hands.

They shared a bed since they were a couple and Sam used one like always and they had been on the case for three days and well Dean was a little on the edge, to say the least.

"Sam suggested I should get you a ring for Christmas. He said that it was traditional for new couples to exchange rings. He said I should try to get your ring size in secret and surprise you with it Dean", Cas said looking up from the laptop.

"Where is Sam?", Dean asked surprised and smiling at Cas's innocence yet thinking of ways to murder Sam, "I think he went to shower", Cas said and Dean chuckled and sat next to Cas.

"Good that will make it easier to clean up when muRDER HIM with MY BARE HANDS", Dean said purposefully shouting the last so Sam could hear it.

"What Sam doesn't know is that I know every line and angle and curve of your body Dean, not just because I rebuilt you molecule by molecule when I raised you from Perdition, but also because I relearn the planes of your body with my heart and hands every day I am with you and each night we lie together. Of course, I know your ring size Dean", Cas said cutely and Dean's mouth dropped open.

He was both overwhelmed with love and turned on, he swallowed hard, "Take off your clothes Sam's murder can wait", Dean said keeping his laptop away, pushing Cas down to the bed, and getting on top of him.

That was the only time Dean topped and Sam who came out of the bathroom saw the obscene scene and locked himself in the bathroom washing his eyes with holy water and he was once again traumatized.

That was Dean's best revenge he could ever take because he also had a gain through it and he loved it.

Even few years later after the two were married Sam was constantly bugged by Dean, Sam was the happiest when they got married.

His brother was finally getting a life, he had married Eileen and all four were living in the bunker happily yet there was always something that ticked Sam.

When Dean and Cas kissed, yeah that's the thing, the kiss didn't bother Sam but what happened because of the kiss bothered Sam.

When they kissed in the morning in the kitchen like always all the bulbs in the bunker exploded because the angel shortcutted again. 

"IT'S THE FIFTH TIME THIS WEEK DAMMIT CAS YOU TWO HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR TWO YEARS ALREADY", Sam shouted and Dean and Cas laughed.

"Sorry Sam, I'll fix it, tell your brother to not surprise me like that", Cas said and continued making breakfast for the three.

"Hey it's not my fault you get so excited at morning kisses", Dean said and Cas smiled and kissed Dean again both smiling contentedly in the kiss.

Sam came in with Eileen for breakfast and stopped in the doorway, there was soft music playing in the background probably from Dean's phone, but what surprised him was the two husbands.

They were swaying softly both looking into each other's eyes with so much love and Sam's heart clenched at that.

He pulled his wife close to him, but they didn't disturb the other two, Sam may have been traumatized by them, but now looking at them, Sam thought, no he knew, it was worth it.

They were in love.