Sleepy 😴

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TW sh, suicide, using emojis as words/letters which may make it hard to read
(This is sorta a song????? But it doesn't rhyme in English ig, it's better 2 think of it as a song)

I'm so sleepy
So tired
So ready to die
So ready to hurt myself ❤️
Loveliest things
Saddest stories

I'm not emotional enough
Just let me scream
Scream 4ever ❤️

I miss my old self
Just want to hug him
Just want to kill him
Just wanna die
Please let me die
I'll cry every night
Just leave me to scream
Screaming (screaming)

If only I didn't have emotional issues
Then everything would make sense
You and me
Lying awake
Self destructive ❤️
I'm a bomb of self destruction

Lazy bitmojis
Crying
Tears on my face
Dyslexia is so uncomfortable
Making me screaming in pain
CBT fanfics on the mainframe
Pretty little liars stuck in my brain

High pitched loud noises
Making me 🍬i🍬n🍬s🍬a🍬n🍬e🍬
Eating up your l👁️ve
Eyeing me walking down the hallway
Back and forth running around the hallway
Sobbing me a good little sore throat

God hates me❤️❤️❤️
I hate myself❤️❤️❤️
I need sleep❤️❤️❤️
I'm so sleepy❤️❤️❤️
Kill me now❤️❤️❤️
Kill your self❤️❤️❤️
Tired like shit❤️❤️❤️
Hateful and selfish❤️❤️❤️
That's me alright❤️❤️❤️

That is me!
Somehow I don't know my name
Love and hate
Murder and skateboarding
How much does it cost?
So weird❤️
I h4te you!
I love me
You are so cute
Needing me
Suffering!
Daisy is my favorite song
I want to cry myself to sleep 😴

Clarification is key
That doesn't w❤️rk for me
I ❤️ u
U ❤️ me
I ❤️ everything!

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