TW: suicide, hatred, violence,
I don't even understand anything, I hate this feeling. I don't know why I'm so obsessed about everything and SO FICKING OVERWHELMED.
I DONT EVEN FCKING CARE I JUST WANT TO BLEED OUT IN THAT BATHROOM.
I hate crying but I only want to cry.
I want to kill him so fucking bad, I want to stab him like holy shit. I feel obsessed, I feel all over the fucking place. I hope they die, I honestly hope they do.
I'm sick of pretending my mental illness is pretty, I'm sick and tired of sugarcoating it, I don't want to sugarcoat it just because some whiny bitches with an IQ of 4 can't handle the idea that mental illness can be violent and destructive and isn't just "UwU I hate myself" which it can be BUT ITS NOT ALWAYS LIKE THAT, I'm sorry that you were clearly so fucking sheltered that the only way you can respond to a mentally ill person actually being mentally ill is "omfg their such an angsty Emo edge lord and wahhh they're making mentally ill people look bad 🥺", like you honestly can't think of anything other than that??? Fucking pathetic.
I don't want to feel alive, I want to feel dead, I want to feel dead I don't want to be here. I'm tired of hiding and crying over literally fucking nothing in the middle of class.
I hope I don't wake up tonight. I hope nobody cares when I'm dead.
I feel sick, I feel sick all the time. I'm tired of mood swings, I'm tired. I want to rip up something with my teeth, I hate feeling like this but I love it.
How tf can someone being mentally unstable make mentally unstable people LOOK BAD, bitch make some fucking sense.
YOU ARE READING
Vent art, poetry, and just... vent
PoetryTW, it gets dark. If you have a passion for bizarre stuff and shitty poetry and mental illness then this book is...... concerningly accurate to your unhealthy interests. I'm okay, don't worry 👍😘
