【Ｔｈｅｙ Ｃａｌｌ Ｈｉｍ Ｔｈｅ Ｍｕｓｈｒｏｏｍ Ｋｉｎｇ】

... and devolves into irrational destructive chaos

Greetings everyone. I am back with yet another update on my progress. I have made some headway in my awakening. Let us delve in shall we.

To begin, I have remade my personal sub to be much more in depth and powerful. So much so that it is now 24 minutes long, after speeding it up. Nonetheless it works divinely. My powers are developing much quicker, I've gotten a bit taller, more paranormal shit is happening, and my transformation is starting to speed up.

I have begun to practice manipulating the threads of reality through primordial chaos energy; and my results have been promising. I am able to make what I want happen with a 85% success rate. I can also channel my magic much easier now as well.

As for the paranormal, it's just the usual spirits and other strange beings lurking around my house. This time however they're becoming less and less shy. Crows and vultures have begun to follow me around as well. Everywhere I go I see them, I hear them. They're always flying towards the opposite direction I'm walking. Or they're perched high up somewhere along the path I'm walking.

I can feel the sheer amounts energy and power building and swelling within my body. Like, nowadays I get these random bursts of raw power that surge through my body. Sometimes it's painful, and other times it feels like I'm on top of the world.

I have also included ego death and Ascension affs in my sub, which definitely have been working. My consciousness has been purging any and all trauma, doubt, and negative emotion in general; which has caused some outbursts, albeit not very good ones.

As for my transformation, it's slowly gaining traction. Every day it speeds up more and more; I can feel it happening. I can feel the hyphae spreading throughout this vessel and taking over. This transformation has made my intelligence dip a bit tho. This is because my consciousness is being transferred from the brain (in the head), to my soul core (in the chest). After a bit I should have my bearings straight. My height is slowly increasing, my skin is growing paler, and my insides are dissolving.

As I transform and transcend however, my ability to pretend to be a normal human worsens. I'm beginning to have trouble acting human, as well as sympathize with them. They are beginning to increasingly perplex me.

My memories are also slowly coming back to me. Every day I can remember more and more of my past. Whenever I rest, I get flashbacks to the war, to my escapades and adventures. Soon enough I'll have all my memories back.

With that however, this entry comes to a close. If you have any questions, feel free to ask.

— Runan