Just the way you are- Leah Williamson

Bad idea

Elena: "I...uh...honestly, I have no idea."
Leah: "Do you miss me that much?"
I just laughed
Elena: "You wish"
Leah: "Maybe"
There was silence for a long time
Leah: "I have an idea"
Elena: "You and an idea? can only be bad"
Leah: "ass"
Elena: "Okay, shoot"
Leah: "You don't think I'm stupid after this, okay?"
Elena: "I've been thinking that for a long time"
Leah: "Okay"
Elena: "Leah get to the point"
Leah: "You need me... and I need you Right?"
Elena: "Maybe"
Leah: "Let's be fuckbuddies without feelings...just to satisfy our hearts"
Elena: "I told you you only have stupid ideas"
Leah: "Thats not stupid, think about it...you would have me"
I looked into her eyes.
Elena: "Without feelings?"
Leah: "mmh"
Leah: "Take it as a 'get over your ex' thing"
Elena: "That's such a stupid idea"
Leah: "You like it"
Elena: "fuck yeah I do"
We both lay next to each other on the bed
a very dangerous Situation.
Leah: "Come on"
Elena: "Only you come up with ideas like that"
She came closer and closer until she was finally right in front of my face.
I narrowed my eyes so I wouldn't have to see her beautiful lips.
Elena: "not a good idea"
Leah: "Open your eyes"
I did What she said.
Leah: "It's really not a good idea"
Elena: "yeah"
I kissed her and ahhhhhhhh.
her lips god.
I am in heaven....
Am I dreaming this?
why do I do this?
She broke the kiss briefly
Leah: "Stop thinking"
and kissed me again.
Suddenly the door opened.
I broke the kiss and looked away because I felt uncomfortable.
Katie: "Oh, I'm sorry"
and closed the door again.
I patted her on the shoulder.
Elena: "I told you your ideas are stupid"
Leah: "I know I just needed an excuse so I could finally kiss you again"
Elena: "So much for 'no feelings' "
Leah: "I missed you so much"
Elena: "I miss myself too"
Leah: "Can I ask you something?"
Elena: "You can ask me anything"
Leah: "Do you still have feelings"
Elena: "stupid question"
Leah: "I can ask you anything"
Elena: "You don't ask questions if you already know the answer Leah"
I said, looking into her eyes.
Leah: "But your eyes are so empty"
Elena: "No, they're brown"
She laughed lightly.
Elena: "I tell everyone I'm done with you...that I'm over you. But im Not. I feel like I never will be."
Leah: "But that's good"
Elena: "No, it's bad"
Leah: "I have no feelings for Lia"
Elena: "Congratulations"
Leah: "But I have some for you"
Elena: "That's not fair"
Leah: "I know and I hate myself for it but I need you. I need your lips, your stupid sense of humor, your bright brown eyes. Elena, I need you"
Elena:,,but I can't. You let me go, you let me fall and you catch me just before the ground. This happens again and again. I don't want to fall anymore."
Leah: "But let me hold you this time, I want you in my arms, smell your perfume."
Elena: "I'll buy it for you, but let me go"
Do not let me go. Do not let me go. Do not let me go.
Leah: "no"
I looked into her eyes and then at her lips.
She kissed me.
That wasn't a kiss with desire.
He was with love and pain.
We both let go after a while.
Leah: "I love you"
I just smiled at her.
I can not say it.
it hurts.
Leah: "I know you love me too"
I nodded.
Elena: "yeah..."
I said quietly.
Leah: "Do you want to stay here?"
Elena: "What?"
Leah: "You heard me"
Elena: "Yeah, why not"
Leah: "It's been a long time, hasn't it?"
Elena: "Was it?"
Leah: "For me, yes"
Suddenly there was a knock.
Leah: "yeah?"
The door opened and Beth came in with a smile.
Beth: "Dinner"
Leah: "Yes, we'll be there soon"
Beth laughed and then left.
Elena: "Katie told her"
Leah: "1000%"
Elena: "yeah okay come on"

We all sat at the table and ate.
Okay, I picked at the food. Rather less hungry.
Beth and Katie were smiling the whole time.
Katie: "Sooo what have you done"
I looked at Leah and she looked at me.
Elena: "We were at mcs, that's it"
Beth: "Nothing else?"
I frowned.
Elena: "No?"
Viv: "Sure?"
Elena: "Probably yeah"
Katie: "Jana said you should call her today"
Elena: "my phone is broken"
Beth: "No it's not, stop your excuses"
Elena: "No, I'm serious, look"
I showed her my phone.
Viv: "This is a spider app, don't be fooled Beth"
Elena: "I trusted you viv mate"
Katie: "Just call her, after all, you're dating."
Elena: "No we don't, maybe she thinks so yeah... change the subject, how was training?"
Beth: "exhausting...as always"
Katie: "Movie night today?"
Viv: "yeah I need it"
We cleaned everything up and everyone except me and Leah ran towards the living room.
Beth: "Looks like you have to share the sofa"
Elena: "Beth come on, get up mate"
Beth: "Nope, I'm sitting here comfortably"
Elena: "Katie"
Katie: "Nope, no chance"
Elena: "viv you still owe me something"
Viv: "No, I'm staying with Beth"
We sat next to each other and she felt her thigh pressing against mine.
Leah: "That's so uncomfortable, man"
Elena: "Do you have a better idea?"
Leah: "like back then"
I tensed my jaw.
Leah: "relax mate"
Oh wow mate.
I gave her the 'are you weird' look.
Suddenly the doorbell rang.
Elena: "Who is that?"
Beth: "Oh, my cousin, do you remember?"
I considered.
Beth: "The sexy blonde with blue eyes yk?"
Elena: "Uhhh sounds British to me"
Beth: "She said you looked hot back then"
Elena:,,really? Do I look good?"
I said and adjusted my t-shirt.
Viv: "Just open the door"
Elena: "You knew about it"
Katie: "yeah"
Viv: "yeah"
Leah: "no"
Viv: "Just go open the door now"
Elena: "yeah right"
I went to the door and opened it.

Natalie: "Hey, I didn't expect you to open the door."
Elena: "Good evening too"
Natalie: "Still very gentle.....like that"
Elena: "What honor brings you here?"
Natalie: "I'm here for work and wanted to visit my favorite cousin"
Suddenly Beth screamed from the living room.
Beth: "Elena stop flirting with my cousin"
Elena: "Looks like I'm in a dangerous situation"
I said to Natalie.
She laughed and came in.
We walked into the living room.
Beth: "God please tell me she wasn't flirting"
Natalie: "Just being Elena"
Elena: "I take that as a compliment"
Viv: "Oh god..."
Elena: "Do you want something to drink?"
Natalie: "yeah a water please thanks"
I went into the kitchen and took out a glass.

Leah's POV
When Elena was in the kitchen, Natalie started to rave.
Natalie: "Is she still Single?"
Beth: "She's my best friend Natalie please"
Natalie: "Sorry, but look at her"
everyone looked into the kitchen.
I'm not jealous.
No I'm not, why should I?
fuck hell yeah ofc i am.
Beth: "Yes, she's still single"
Katie: "I don't think she wants a relationship"
Natalie: "You can change that"