Just the way you are- Leah Williamson

intense

Leah's POV
We went to our room.
we were both lying in bed.
Leah: "Tell me, have you actually stopped drinking?"
Elena: "I'm trying"
Leah: "Doesn't sound very successful"
Elena: "No, it's successful.I'm sober but my mind keeps running back to the idea of ​​what it would be like."
Leah: "That's good"
Elena: "Have you ever thought about quitting?"
Leah: "Never you?"
Elena: "......yeah sometimes....every morning when I wake up"
she said laughing
Leah: "Why?"
Elena: "I love football but every day it's really psychological."
Leah: "Have you ever-"
Suddenly the door opened.
Beth: "Hey, do you want to chill in our room?"
Elena looked at me and I looked at her.
Leah: "Yeah, why not"
Elena didn't look very happy about my decision, but she came along.
G and Elena are kind of like siblings.
they are inseparable and somehow the same.

Elena's POV
I sat with G next to each other and we talked about everything.
Elena: "God, I missed you"
Georgia: "I like you too"
Elena: "Tell me, what's Germany like?"
Georgia: "My second home. The girls are all so nice there"
Elena: "Not that you'll be a Bayern fan one day."
Georgia: "maybe..."
Elena: "visca barca"
Georgia: "Leah did you hear that?"
Leah turned to us.
Leah: "Mmh?"
Georgia: "Elena just said visca barca"
Leah: "snake"
Elena: "Forever my club"
Keira and Lucy sat down next to me.
Keira: "Come to us"
Elena: "Unfortunately I don't have an offer"
Leah: "I wouldn't let you go either"
Elena: "You see, I could never manage my life without Leah"
Keira: "You would have me and Lucy"
Lucy: "And you still know Alexia, right?"
Elena: "yeah ofc"
Keira: "And I'm sure you would like it"
Elena: "yeah okay let's see what the future holds right"
Leah: "God, I have a Barca fan in my bed, it can't get any worse"
Millie: "I'm available too. London is blue!"
Leah: "Okay, I take it all back. it gets even worse"
After a while everyone slowly Went back to their rooms.
It was just me, Leah, G and Beth there.
Beth was on the phone with Viv in her room and me, G and Leah were sitting on the sofa.
I looked at Leah and she looked at me.
That stupid eye contact again.
Georgia: "Okay, I'm going to sleep, I can't stand sitting next to you love birds anymore."
She said and went into her room.
Now I was sitting next to each other completely alone.
Elena: "So quickly there were only two"
I said laughing and looking at her.
She looked at me.
Eye contact.Eye contact.Eye contact.
Elena: "Fuck, stop looking at me like that"
I just laughed and tried to lower my adrenaline a bit.
Everything in me screamed for Leah.
Go and kiss her.
no no don't do it.
She continued to look at me.
I closed my eyes and leaned back.
I bit my lip, shook my head and laughed a little bit.
Leah moved directly onto my lap.
I grabbed her hips.
Elena: "God Leah stop"
Leah: "You're such a spoilsport"
Elena: "a what?"
She didn't answer me, she just kissed me.
I felt her cold hands around my neck and her soft lips on mine.
I kissed her neck and she whispered in my ear
Leah: "Let's go over"
She stood up and looked at me.
I stood up too and laughed.
Elena: "You're crazy"
Leah:,,Me? no. You're just crazy about me"
Elena: "Who said that?"
Leah: "You're walking after me"
Elena: "Fuck, you're good at this game"
We walked down the hallway to our room
She stopped just before our room.
Elena: "What are you doing?"
I said, stopping in front of her.
Leah: "Will you promise me one thing?"
Elena: "yeah come on shoot"
Leah: "no feelings just sex"
Elena: "No, I won't promise you anything that I can't keep-"
she came up to me and kissed me.
Leah: "Stop being gentle okay"
Elena: "noted "
She kissed me again and we walked to our room without breaking the kiss.
We locked the door and I pushed Leah against the wall.
Everything became more intense by the second.
I kissed her neck.
She could hardly speak and said out of breath.
Leah: "no hickey"
I looked up and smiled briefly at her.

Leah's POV
Fuck and when she looks up like that and laughs, my heart burns.
Those greedy brown eyes.
We all know that this is definitely not without feelings.
The way she kisses my neck and her hand placement.
She knows what I like, that's her advantage.
Elena: "I love you," she whispered in my ear in a rough voice
Leah: "No feelings"
Elena: "But I have some"
She said and looked me in the eyes.
STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT, MAN.
When she looks at me like that, I want nothing more than her forever.
Those dark brown eyes and the way she laughs.
I knew exactly that if we did this with feelings, it wouldn't end well.
It's always easier without feelings.
But what was I thinking that I could ever make out with her without feelings?
As soon as she touched my hips like that, I knew that I wanted her.
Leah: "Then stop having them."
she laughed and kissed me.
Suddenly there was a knock.
Elena: "Man really?"
She looked at me and I gave her the 'go open the door' look.
She rolled her eyes, set her jaw and walked to the door.
She opened the door.
Elena: "Hey um..."
???:,,Haydn...was my name"
I just rolled my eyes. What does she want here now?
Elena: "yeah right...do you need anything?"
Haydn:,,erm yeah...no...yeah. I just wanted to ask if you wanted to chill out a bit. Need someone to talk to or something"
Elena looked at me briefly and then back.
She is too nice to say no.
Elena: "Yeah, why not, I wanted to get some fresh air anyway"
Haydn: "cool"
Elena: "I'll just get my shoes quickly"
She didn't even look at me and left.

Elena's POV
What should I have done?
Just say 'I'm sorry but I'm just making out with my ex?'
We walked outside, even though it was completely cold.
At the beginning it was just small talk and stuff, but we got along really well.
Elena: "You have a really nice name, I think I have to give your mom some credit."
I said laughing.
Haydn: "Thank you"
She said and smiled at me.
Elena: "Are you cold?"
Haydn: "caught"
I laughed and gave her my jacket.
Elena: "So tell me what made you knock on my door and not on others"
Haydn: "The others are just not Elena Rodriguez"
We walked for 1 hour or so until we were back at camp.
I walked to her room with her.
She was in the room with her mum, god that's weird.
Sarina opened the door for us.
Sarina: "Hello you two"
She laughed at me...
I've never felt so uncomfortable.
Haydn: "It was an honor to talk to you"
I just laughed.
Elena: "Well, thank you for knocking on my door"
Haydn: "Good night"
Elena: "night"
Sarina: "Good night Elena"
I just nodded and smiled.
They closed the door and I walked uncomfortably to my room.
I knocked on the door, I heard 2 voices that was a bit weird.
Keira opened the door.
Elena: "Hey, I didn't expect you to open the door for me."
Keira: "Yeah, I was just about to leave anyway"
Elena: "What were you doing here-"
Keira: "night"
and went.
I went in and closed the door.
Elena: "Hey, I'm back"
She was sitting on the desk chair.
I made myself some tea.
Elena: "Are you okay?"
I asked, looking at her