Just the way you are- Leah Williamson

but 5 times?

Elena: "But Leah I don't want it to end like this again, it always ends like this"
Leah: "Because there are always others who destroy it"
Elena: "..."
Leah: "let's just not tell the others"
Elena:,,and then? we play truth or dare and suddenly you kiss jordan again"
Leah: "Do you have a better suggestion?"
Elena: "Not to be a couple"
Leah: "But Elena then everything you're talking about doesn't make sense, you love me but don't want to be in a relationship with me?"
Elena:,,No you don't understand, let's just be...us ...no relationship...no friendship...no fuck buddies just live in the here and now and you decide for yourself if we're in a relationship or not"
Leah: "Didn't we had this before?"
Elena: "Yes, but that went way too fast that we both couldn't keep up"
Leah: "First you talk to Jana"
Elena: "mmh ...did you had anything with jordan, i wanted to ask you-?"
Leah: "Absolutely not"
Elena: "That's...cool"
I said, slightly relieved
Leah: "Let's go down to eat"
Elena: "yeah"
She came closer to me and grabbed my face and wanted to kiss me
I dodged
Elena: "I'm currently still with Jana...I don't want that...you know"
Leah: "can you be...disloyal for once?"
Elena: "No"
I said laughing
Leah: "What if I make you disloyal?"
she said and whispers in my ear
She's definitely trying something
Elena: "Then I'll do exactly that...."
I grabbed her waist and squeezed her gently
Leah smiled at me
Elena: "And then I'll leave you because I'm loyal"
I said and patted her shoulder
Leah: "ughhhhh that's sooo unfair"
Elena: "Come now or I'll go alone"
Leah: "Kind of unromantic"
Elena: "We are good friends why should I be romantic?" I said laughing
Leah: "Haha how funny"
Then we arrived at the bottom
Beth: "What did you do that took you so long"
Elena: "I changed my clothes"
She gave Leah the tell me later look
Jana sat next to me
I put my hand on her thigh
Elena: "Can we... talk for a moment?"
Jana: "Yes, of course, what happened"
Elena:,,no...yes...I'll tell you outside"
we walked out and closed the door behind us
Jana: "What's going on?"
Elena: "Erm...I thought about it for a long time and I decided that maybe it would be better...to stay friends, you know"
She stood there in shock
Elena: "It has nothing to do with you..it's just-"
Jana: "Leah"
I looked at her and clenched my jaw
Man why can't I even lie
Jana:,,omg...." her eyes slowly filled with tears
Elena: "Come on Jana please don't cry it's not worth it...-"
Jana: "But you were worth it to me... if you knew that you had feelings for Leah, why did you pretend that to me"
Elena: "I'm sorry I didn't mean-"
Jana: "Asshole"
she said and walked out
I stood there for 1 minute because Jana is still an important person for me
Then I slowly got out and sat down at the table again
everyone looked at me
I looked through the crowd who were all staring at me
Elena: "Do I have something on my face?"
Katie: "mate what did you do to my roomie?"
Elena: "why?"
Beth: ,,why? she stormed through the cafeteria crying and went up to her room"
Elena: "I have no idea what you're talking about, mate"
Beth: "Don't pretend...I know you've been together a few times"
Elena: "Then you seem to know something that even I don't know" I said laughing
Katie: "that's not funny elena, don't play with people like that, slowly your stupid fucking around is getting on my nerves"
she said and got up
Beth: "Mate you know how much I like you but you only mess up the team and ruin it with that"
I clenched my jaw
Viv: "Beth come down we were the ones who said she should have fun"
Beth: "With people outside the team"
Elena: "okay I don't care, I'll go" I said and got up
I went up to the room and packed up some stuff and then went to the gym bro I pulled through
At least in the gym I could forget everything
Suddenly the door opened
Leah: "I knew you would be here"
she called across the great room
I just saw it on the bench and briefly had my phone in my hand
I just clenched my jaw and wanted to leave
To be honest, I didn't want to see anyone right now
Leah: "stop clenching your jaw it looks sexy"
she stood in front of me
I didn't reply and ignored her by scrolling through insta on my phone
Leah: "You look good"
I got up and looked into her eyes
Elena: "don't do that williamson"
Leah: "uhhhh we're back to last names"
I stopped looking at her and took a deep breath
Leah: "You're hot when you're mad"
Elena: "I'm not mad"
Leah: "but hot"
she said and kissed me
Man, this kiss had nothing to do with a kiss anymore...that was fire, too hot, I burned myself
bro this woman drives me crazy
She pushed me onto the bench and sat on me
Elena: "You sure that's a good idea?"
Leah: "You're asking too much"
she kissed me again...and again...and again
Leah: "Ahhhh you're sweating"
she said and interrupted....then she got up
Elena: ,,really? you just leave me sitting here now"
Leah: "You're sweating"
Elena: "What do you expect, if I just trained?"
Leah: "Come on Rodriguez, let's go up to the room"
I took my bottle and walked after her
Elena:,,okay okay what do we do upstairs then?"
Leah: "You're thinking dirty again"
Elena: "You were the one who started it"
Leah: "Yes, but then you sweated too much"
I took off my shirt and walked on
Leah: "What are you doing?"
she said looking up and down at me
Elena: "I dry myself so I don't sweat anymore"
Leah: "Elena please put something on"
Elena: "No, I'm sweating, I'm warm"
Leah: "ughhhh that's unfair stop it"
I threw my t shirt at her and she caught it
Elena: "It's best if Jana walks past now...she made me sweat too"
she threw my t shirt in my arms and stood in front of me
Leah: "If we weren't in a hallway where someone could hear us at any time, I would kiss you so long that you couldn't even think about Jana anymore"
Elena: "I take that as a warning"
Leah: "You should" she said and kissed me briefly
Leah: "Now put that goddamn t-shirt on...I'll take you sweaty to the room too"
Elena: "how kind of you"
we went into the room and i took off my shirt and got a water bottle
Elena: "I'm going to take a shower"
Leah: "Do you think there's room for two?"
Elena: "Leah! I'd better just lock the door"
I took a quick shower and got changed
i came out
Leah: "uhhh how many times have I told you that you look good with wet hair"
Elena: "often"
Leah: "Cuddle?"
Elena: "ughhhh seriously do we have to do relationship shit like this?"
Leah: "Hey! nothing against cuddling! secretly you love it"
Elena: "yeah definitely"
I said ironically and climbed up the bed I lay down and she snuggled up to me
Leah: "Can we stay like this for the next 10 years"
Elena: "just for you"
Leah: "Stop it I'm blushing"
Elena: "You're always red when you're with me"
Leah:,,...you smell good"
Elena:,,okay that was random af"
Leah:,,I'm serious...you have a smell that somehow only you have...and it smells...good."
I laughed and kissed her head
Leah: "You're like a giant pillow"
Elena:"a very soft"
Leah: "I hear your heartbeat"
Elena:,, oh that's good, that means something in me is still working properly"
She just laughed at it
Elena:,,we are meeting with your mum today"
Leah:,,ughhhh already forgotten.....or suppressed....a little mixture of both"
She said and buried herself in my chest
Elena: "Hey! It's going to be great...I haven't seen your mum in forever"
I said and played with her hair
Leah: "literally 3 months"
Elena: "thats a long time mate"
Leah: Mate? really?"
Elena:,,yeah you are my mate,my fuckbuddy,my love,you are everything in one"
Leah: "youre weird"
Elena: "as always"
Leah: "Have you ever noticed how random we always are....like we have had no contact for 2 months and ignore us and in 3 days we will spawn into a situationship "
Elena:,, yeah you're kinda right but! but...that was the right decision no matter what Beth and Katie say"
Leah: "Tell me, how often did you have something with Jana?"
Elena: "I don't know.....once"
Leah: "I'll take it, tell the truth"
Elena: "4 or 5 times"
Leah: "okay I can't take it" she said and rolled off me
I put my arm around her waist and kissed her cheek
Elena: "But that never meant anything to me, Leah"
Leah:,,but 5 times? I mean 5 times?"
Elena:,,ughhh forget it Leah!!!!!"
I said and hugged her tightly
Elena: "I love you"
She looked at me and smiled briefly
Leah: "Liar"
I kissed her briefly
Elena: "good night"
Leah: "asshole"
after that we fell asleep