Just the way you are- Leah Williamson

Sleep

She came back with the glass of water.
I can't blame Natalie. Elena looks good.
Beth: "Natalie, we were just about to watch a movie."
Natalie: "Oh yeah, I'll watch with you"
Leah: "Where do you sleep?"
Beth: "Right. You have 3 variants. Number 1, you sleep here on the sofa"
Natalie: "No chance"
Beth: "Number 2 is Leah"
Oh wow, I don't even have a say about my bed.
Beth: "or elena"
Natalie: "Is your bed comfortable"
Elena: "Oh yeah you can sleep in my room, no problem then I'll just sleep by Leah"
Natalie: "Oh..."
Katie: "Yeah, that would be a smart idea"
I made eye contact with Elena. She raised her eyebrow and then looked away.
Elena talked to Natalie the whole movie bro.
She tries to make me jealous and succeeds straight away.
Beth: "Can you go somewhere else and flirt, it's annoying"
Elena: "We're just having a normal conversation"
Viv: "Just watch the film"
When the film was over everyone went to their rooms.
Elena walked after me.
Elena: "Do you want something to drink?"
Leah: "Nope"
She jumped on my bed.
Elena: "How I love this bed man"
Leah: "Great, now I have to share this beautiful bed"
I said and sat down next to her.
Elena: "Don't act like you don't like sharing a bed with me"
She whispered in my ear.
Leah: "I don't like it"
I said into her eyes.
She got up.
Elena: "Then I'll go to Natalie,night-"
Leah: "Okay no....stay....here"
I said and stood up.
We were now on equal terms.
We made eye contact.
Elena: "you have beautiful eyes"
She said and looked away.
Leah:,,that was random"
Elena:,,no it was the truth"
She looked at my lips and then back into my eyes.
She knows how to do it.
Leah: "Does our deal still stand?"
Elena: "I don't know...I like Natalie"
I gave her the death stare.
Elena: "I'm just kidding"
She said and went back to my bed.
Elena: "How I missed this bed"
Leah: "You're in there almost every day Elena"
She got up and went into my closet.
Leah: "What are you doing?"
Elena: "Get my t-shirt back"
I still have at least 3 sweaters and 4 t-shirts from Elena.
She put out a t Shirt.
Leah: "Hey no not that one, that's my favorite t-shirt of yours"
She rolled her eyes and took out another one.
She pulled out her sweater and I tried to look somewhere else. Beautiful walls.
Elena: "Hey, it smells like you"
Leah: "How do I smell it?"
Elena: "like winter"
kind of cute and weird at the same time.
Leah: "Looks good on you"
Elena: "I liked it more on you"
I laughed.
Elena always lay on the left side of the bed and I on the right, with the reasoning that if a murderer came, she would be the first to be killed.
We lay next to each other. She looked at the ceiling and I looked at her.
We were both lying under a blanket like back then.
Leah: "It's cold"
Elena: "No it's not, you're just cold"
She said and put her hand on my hip to show me that she was warm.
it was like an electric shock.
Elena: "You're always cold"
Leah: "and you're always warm"
Elena: "Right....Good night"
Leah: "night"
After 40 minutes I still couldn't sleep and I know she thinks the Same.
Leah: "Hey"
Elena: "yeah"
Leah: "can't sleep"
Elena: "yeah you can"
She put her arm around me and pulled me towards her.
Her body was very warm in contrast to mine.
Her hand was on my stomach.
She always does that thumb thing, kinda cute.
Elena: "Relax"
Leah: "Now I can sleep even less"
my pulse is at least 200.
Elena: "Yes, you can, trust me. Just feel it"
Leah: "I feel it... and it makes me nervous"
Elena: "No, I know every inch of your body, you shouldn't be nervous."
Leah: "Stop playing games, it's not fair"
Elena: "I wish I could play with you"
Leah: "you can...you're doing it right now"
Elena: "I never play with you... you're too important to me for that"
Leah: "You make me fall in love with you every day"
Elena: "sleep"
Leah: "say it"
Elena: "You know it"
Leah: "I want to hear it"
Elena:,,Leah williamson.I.love.you. even if you're annoying"
Leah: "I love you too"
I could smell her scent.
Elena: "But I don't want to love you"
Leah: "you want to love me, you just don't want to get hurt again"
Elena: "go to sleep"
Leah: "right... one last question"
Elena: "If you promise me that you'll go to sleep"
Leah: "yeah"
Elena: "Okay then, shoot"
Leah: "When can we be together again"
Elena:,,.....honestly, Leah, no idea."
Leah: "I miss that...I miss us"
Elena: "Leah, I have to tell you something"
Leah: "yeah okay"
Elena: "Promise me that you'll still love me afterward"
Leah: "Yeah, I promise"
Elena: "please"
Leah: "Elena, you scare me"
Elena: "I...I am batman"
Leah: "You're so unfunny"
Elena: "Sorry, the situation got too serious for me"
Leah: "I'd better go to sleep"
Elena: "Goal achieved"
Leah: "Good night"
Elena: "Good night"