okay so I feel like I should be open with you guys
I'm pansexual
basically that means that I don't base my attraction on gender, biological sex, or gender identity
I've always felt like I liked both guys and girls ever since I was younger I remember when I was like 6 and I had crushes on guys and girls I remember feeling like that was wrong bc growing up my mom was always very against homosexuality and I was scared and as I grew up I realized that I don't really care what someone's sex is to base my attraction I'm attracted to who people are not what genitalia they have or what they were born with I just am attracted to them
I've been really conflicted about it for the last few months I didn't want to come to terms with it bc I knew that my mom wouldn't approve or my dad or rest of my family for that matter except maybe my half brother but I just didn't want to believe it but I realized that it doesn't make me a bad person or any different that I was before I'm the same person that I've always been people think that coming out makes them someone different the only thing that changes about them is their bravery to be who they are and that they've been that sexuality their whole lives
I haven't told my mom and I don't think that I ever will simply bc I don't think I can explain this to her in a way that she won't disown me or hate me for the rest of my life
I also don't think that everyone's entitled to know my sexuality but I wanted to tell you bc I needed to tell someone that this is who I am and I'm happy to be who I am
