12 Steps to Not Fall in Love on Wattpad

STEP 2:

January 24th, 2023

Don’t think you’re soulmates after knowing her for only two days.

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She texted me again today. 

And… okay, I know this sounds weird, but when I saw her messages pop up, I got this crazy feeling in my chest. Like, this is important. Like, I need to screenshot this moment because she’s going to matter in my life somehow. 

What the heck is that about? 

I mean, it’s just a random girl from Wattpad. Someone I started talking to because we share the same taste in books. Why would I feel something so big over a person I barely know? It doesn’t make sense. 

But it’s there—this strange, unshakable feeling that she’s supposed to be here. Like we were meant to cross paths. 

Ugh. That sounds so cheesy when I write it out. I’m probably overthinking. Again. 

It’s probably just anxiety, right? Like, the normal kind you get when you’re making a new friend and want them to like you. Yeah, that’s all it is. 

Still… it’s nice. 

She’s easy to talk to, and honestly? It’s exciting to have someone new to chat with. And not just anyone— someone who speaks English. Finally, all those hours of practicing might actually pay off! 

It feels so good to write messages without overthinking every single word. Okay, that’s a lie. I totally overthink. But it’s different this time because she doesn’t make me feel stupid. 

What if she’s the kind of friend I’ve been hoping to find? Someone who actually sticks around. 

But then again, what if she doesn’t? What if, in a few days, she leaves me on read, and I’m just sitting here, rereading my own messages and feeling ridiculous for thinking we’d stay in touch? 

See? This is why I don’t let myself get too attached. 

Still… I can’t help it. I’m excited. 

Even if this doesn’t last, I have someone to practice with for now. Someone who doesn’t seem to mind when I make mistakes or take too long to reply. 

So maybe I’ll just focus on that. On now. 

We’ll see what happens next. 

XOXO
Delulu Nini