April 9, 2019 - August 26, 2019
Henry.
Henry. Thank you for showing me how someone should not be loved. How could you be such a dick to me after I gave you so much love? Alas, I thank you for leaving because it showed me that there are better people out there. Even after how you left me, no explanation, nothing. I still forgave you and tried to be friends. How could someone be such a dickhead on how they leave someone. Oh, wait, me. How I leave people literally is the same exact way you left me. No explanation, just saying you can't do this anymore and leaving.
I used to check in on you to see how you were doing because I was truly curious. I hope you treat the girls you get with better than the ones you left behind. I've heard some reviews of the way you love from your exes. I can say that I'm glad that you left before you fully destroyed my mental health and well-being.
You never really did like me, did you? You liked the fact I liked you and the attention I brought towards you. You were the only one that would date me, the "weird girl". You said you heard people had crushes on me but they were too afraid to be with me, but you wanted to claim me before they did. Why didn't they want to be with me? Was it the fact of who I was? Jesus Christ, the only reason you really looked at me was because someone pointed me out and the first thing you saw was my body, actually just my butt. Then I quote you said "She's the one." On God's green earth, how could that make me the one? You were such a messed-up person. While you were with one of my good friends you still liked me, like what is wrong with you?
YOU ALSO TRIED TO FIGHT SOMEONE BECAUSE THEY TALKED TO ME. Couldn't you have been a little more mature? He might've been flirting with me, but was I? There was no reason to fight someone for talking to me. Like it was so stupid, if I had flirted back you should've gotten mad at me, but I have self-respect and control. Could I not have guy friends? You had so many girl friends, but I didn't care because I trusted you. You didn't see me trying to fight them, did you? You were so different, for my first boyfriend out of 6, you're at the bottom of the list. You remind me of someone I would never want to be.
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Romance?
Non-FictionMy biggest trauma dump ever. There are some snippets of poetry in here called poetry breaks to let you relax for a bit and recollect on what you just read. It gives you a break from the drama henceforth why it is called a break lol. I hope you guys...
