Helplessly In Love
I was never the girl you wanted
I could never be the girl you want
All I am is just a girl
In this big wide, vast and open world
Your love was like a double edge sword
cutting pieces of me away
But you would put me back together
and make me want to stay
The thought of you makes me feel sick
The thought of you
Why can't I move on?
Why can't I cut you off?
Why can't I stop loving you?
I hold onto you
Like you're my dad's hand guiding me across the street
I look back on our past
I see what we used to have
Maybe it's best we leave it at that
You used to love me
You used to treat me so well
It's all gone now
Down to the pits of hell
I see old memories
The ones where you smiled at me
You wanted to go like I did before
But I didn't want to leave
I cried for you
And wiped my tears on my sleeve
You're different
That's what made you so special
I know you can never trust me again
But you give me false hope again and again
I want to wait
I hate new things
even though I hate routines
The only thing I want to repeat
Is what we used to have
and what we used to be
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Non-FictionMy biggest trauma dump ever. There are some snippets of poetry in here called poetry breaks to let you relax for a bit and recollect on what you just read. It gives you a break from the drama henceforth why it is called a break lol. I hope you guys...
