September 4, 2019 - September 13, 2019; September 27, 2019 - February 25, 2020
Sebastian.
Sebastian. Wow, I'm sorry. You were my first and fastest rebound I've ever accomplished. It felt wrong at first because I was using you to get over Henry (also to make him jealous). I broke up with you after 2 weeks. Eventually, we got back together. I got back with you because I felt like we could work out. I really did end up liking you during the relationship. I'm mostly sorry about the fact that I never let you hug me or anything because I hated being touched. My parents made me hate the touch of other people because they would hit me. That just seems like an excuse though, but another reason was because you seemed musty. I wanted to hug you but it made me feel so uncomfortable, even when my best friend would too.
I don't know how I stayed with you for 5 months while you liked one of my good friends at the same time. I noticed how you would rather hang out with her than me. Yeah, I kind of figured that she was fake. She would talk so much mess about me when I was away to the point my friends told me about it. The day I left to get ready for my orchestra concert early, you were extra touchy with her. I mean that's what I heard. That's what the teacher told me. I mean how could he lie to me, he was the most credible source. You know how I broke up with you right after 3rd period, the period where the girl who I thought was my friend sat next to me? It's because she told me that very period how you acted with her. I was over your tomfoolery. How could you do that to me?
You forgot about me for Valentine's Day. You know who didn't? The boy who had a crush on me and knew I had a boyfriend and still got me a gift. He knew you didn't really love me I feel like. He was so sweet to me. He actually liked being around me. I'm glad you did what you did so I could leave that worthless excuse of a relationship. You remind me of Spongebob, the only reason I got that stupid Spongebob skateboard was because of you.
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Romance?
Non-FictionMy biggest trauma dump ever. There are some snippets of poetry in here called poetry breaks to let you relax for a bit and recollect on what you just read. It gives you a break from the drama henceforth why it is called a break lol. I hope you guys...
