DISCIPLINE
I wake up late every morning
to repeat the same old story
I want to wake up early
I want to wake up early to see you, just you and me
I need to know why you don't reply
I need to know how to say goodbye
I need to clean my room every single day.
I just don't want to fade away.
I want to see your face
I want to hug you one last goodbye
I want to kiss your lips
I want to call you my boyfriend one last time
I don't want this last time to be the last time
I want it to be our forever
I want you to stay
While I keep at bay.
I want to say I'm sorry
But I don't know how
I want to text you again and again
I want to call you again and again
I just don't know how
I know I can let you go
But I don't want to see you move on
I've made some mistakes
We've made some mistakes
I've decided to forgive and forget, but you
You can't forget
You can't forget what I've done
I tried to give you everything
I tried to show you who I am now
I've tried to show you I've changed
It wasn't enough it's never enough.
I wait for your message
a message that I wish to be true
that one day you'll be mine again
seen
who am I to you
someone lost in time?
I need discipline
I need to wake up early
I need to clean my room every day
I need to get up and do something
But I just don't know how I can bring myself to
When I'm sitting around, waiting here for you
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Romance?
Non-FictionMy biggest trauma dump ever. There are some snippets of poetry in here called poetry breaks to let you relax for a bit and recollect on what you just read. It gives you a break from the drama henceforth why it is called a break lol. I hope you guys...
