To be your ONLY option (Namkook)

First Time

Yesterday I was being sad about Jungkook's post and after some time I got to know the collective enlistment news for Namjoon, Taehyung, Jimin and Jungkook.

I have no words to say! 😭

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2017 (part 1)

With the arrival of a new year, two love birds embarked on a new journey as boyfriends. This is what they both wanted since a long time, the elder was sceptical due to the sense of responsibility while the younger was waiting for the other to ask. Finally, destiny played in their favour!

"I am sorry for everything, Kookie! I should have never left you alone amidst all those mess. But, I was not in a correct state of mind to involve you with me and my messed up family situation. But being away from you made me realise how much my life revolves around you. Past one year has been a tormenting period for me. Please forgive me for leaving you Kookie."

"Joon, do you have any idea how much I missed you? I felt lost without you! If you ever leave me again, I'm gonna hunt you down."
Namjoon, without wasting a second, glued his lips on the younger's soft pair of lips. The kiss felt like a compensation to Jungkook, as if Namjoon was trying to make up all his mistakes by showing love and passion. The kiss showed the elder's hunger for the younger's touch.

Jungkook was not used to heated make out like this. This was out of his comfort boundaries, but he cannot show that in front of Namjoon. Both have suffered enough being away from each other, he cannot put this togetherness at stake now. He cannot mess it up again. He has to trust Namjoon and let himself just go with the flow. He wants to make his love, now boyfriend the happiest. But one thing kept bothering him.

He didn't say he loves me, does that mean he doesn't?
No, I'm overthinking. He must be waiting for me to say it.
Shall I tell how much I love him?

"We should take things slow." Namjoon said breaking the kiss which clarified Jungkook's doubt of not confessing their love for each other.
"Whatever you say, Joon."
"Let's go to sleep now."
"Do I need to return back to hostel?"
Namjoon chuckled at the question and said, "No, baby. We will sleep in my bedroom." Then, he realised Jungkook's concern.
"I didn't mean that way, I meant to say just lying next to each other."
"I'm okay with it, Joon."

What the hell were you thinking, Jungkook?!
If you keep rejecting his advances, he's gonna leave you.
Remember, he's not a teenager. He's a grown up man now and he got needs.
Don't screw this up.

Jungkook's inner voice keeps planting seeds of insecurity and fear in his mind. He shakes it off as he knows Namjoon is a gentleman and he won't force him, but what if the fear comes to reality!

Namjoon's bedroom walls were painted in grey and white. Some artefacts here and there was enhancing the appearance of the room. The dark grey coloured curtains and bedding added cherry on top of the cake. It was a pleasant and comfortable place. Jungkook laid on one edge of the bed while Namjoon pulled him closer with his hand on the younger's lower back.

"Good night, Kookie!"
"Good night, Joon."

Jungkook woke up with his face nuzzled in Namjoon's shoulder and it was then he realised he was dressed in a loose t-shirt and sweats that obviously belonged to his hulk boyfriend. The chiseled jawline, the bulging Adam's apple, seductive lips and the intoxicating manly scent reminded Jungkook how girls used to be crazy for his boyfriend when he was in high school as he heard from Yoongi.

I can't let you belong to anyone else, Joon.
I will give my everything to you, I will never let you feel unloved.

Jungkook pecked Namjoon's lips softly that woke the man up. He strengthened the grip on Jungkook's lower back region to diminish the space between their clothed bodies and their lips ignoring all about morning breaths.