angel baby | hyunlix

nine

"lixie," hyunjin sighed as he walked into the dimly lit room, noticing the soup he left for felix was barely touched, "you hardly touched your dinner."

"not hungry," felix brought the blanket up closer to his face, "feel sick."

"have you taken any of the anti nausea pills? they're make you feel better," hyunjin answered his own question when he noticed the prenatal vitamin on beside table but not the anti nausea pill.

"you've been like this for two days now, lixie, everyone is worried about you," hyunjin sat on the edge of the bed, "what's going on?"

felix shook his head as his eyes welled up with tears.

"angel, please talk to me, i'm here for you no matter what," hyunjin placed a hand on felix's shoulder.

felix let out a sob, sitting up and wrapping his arms around hyunjin's waist, face buried in his chest. hyunjin stoked his hair, comforting the smaller boy as he let out heartbreaking sobs.

"are you still feeling sick? is that what it is? we can go to the doctor and change pills if-" hyunjin got cut off by felix shaking his head.

"h-hyunjin," felix whimpered, "i can't do it.."

hyunjin thickly swallowed, rubbing the younger boys back, "can't do what, angel?"

"i can't h-have a baby.." felix sobbed, "i'm not r-ready, jinnie. i-i'm so sorry.."

hyunjin's heart shattered into a million pieces, "w-what?"

"i'm s-so sorry," felix sobbed, clinging tighter onto hyunjin, "p-please don't hate me."

"i could never hate you, lixie," hyunjin whispered, kissing the top of felix's head, his own tears silently streaming down his cheeks.

hyunjin laid them down onto the bed, comforting felix and calming the crying boy down. he whispered sweet words to him while combing his hand through his hair, just the way the smaller boy likes.

once he heard felix's cries calm down and eventually become more steady, hyunjin looked down and saw him sleeping. hyunjin got up, leaving felix in the dim room once again, tears rolling down his cheek once again, heart breaking more with each passing minute.

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"hyunjin," minho sternly said his name, scaring the tall boy who was spacing out, looking at the turned off tv.

"yes, minho hyung?" hyunjin looked at minho with a blank look on his face, one the older boy could not read.

"what's going on? you've been sleeping on the couch, and felix barely comes out of the room." minho was caught off guard by hyunjin throwing himself at his chest as he choked out a sob.

"hyunjin?" minho's eyes got wide, hand immediately going to his back to comfort the distraught boy.

"h-he's pregnant, hyung," hyunjin sobbed brokenly, "he doesn't want our baby. he wants an abortion, hyung and there's nothing i can do about it."

minho closed his eyes and deeply exhaled, feeling so much sympathy for the taller boy. "just be there for him, jinnie. he's going to need you so much. and i'll be here for you, you're not alone either."

hyunjin nodded, pulling away from minho as he wiped his tears with the sleeves of his sweater, apologizing to minho for getting his shirt wet from tears.

"thank you, minho hyung," hyunjin whispered, "i just wished he would've given this a chance. a new life, a family."

"only time will tell," minho gave him a sympathetic smile, placing his hand on his shoulder, "who knows what he's going through right now. making that decision is not easy."

hyunjin nodded, taking in everything minho said with consideration. still, deep down the boy still felt helpless and broken.

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a/n : this made me so sad ):