angel baby | hyunlix

fourteen

felix stirred in his sleep, subconsciously reaching his hand over to hyunjin's side of the bed, furrowing his brows when he felt it empty.

he turned his head over to his side, immediately mentally cursing to himself as he felt a wave of nausea from the quick motion.

he slowly sat up, taking deep breaths to calm the feeling. he reached over to his nightstand to grab his water, noticing a small plate with crackers, filled water, his pills and a note with hyunjin's handwriting.

with a small smile, felix grabbed a cracker, slowly eating it to ease his nausea, checking the time on the phone when he sighed, six in the morning.

just as he took a sip of water after he ate the cracker, he felt the bile creep up his throat quickly, immediately clasping his hand over his mouth, whimpering as he ran to the bathroom.

he made it into the bathroom just in time when he emptied out the contents, gripping the toilet bowl. once the blue haired boy finished, he let out a deep shaky breath, getting himself up onto his wobbly legs.

"i hope this doesn't last any longer, little one, mommy is not having fun so far," felix let out a small, breathy chuckle as he palmed his protruding belly.

with being almost halfway though his fifteenth week and still having morning sickness, felix thought it would've been gone by now.

he trudged back to his bedroom, carefully crawling back into bed. he let the covers swallow him, rubbing soothing circles into his belly, making himself calm and tired.

his body was on constant overwork with a growing baby, so the blue haired boy deserved a few more hours of sleep. and he allowed himself to do so.

when he finally woke up again, he felt another hand softly caressing his small swell, turning his head to see hyunjin looking at him lovingly.

"good morning, sleepyhead," hyunjin kissed the top of felix's head, "did you sleep well?"

felix stretched a bit before turning over to face the taller boy, shaking his head softly, "morning sickness again.. thankfully i was able to sleep again."

"do you want to talk to dr. park about the sickness?" hyunjin stroked felix's hair gently, other hand finding its way to his belly again.

felix nodded, closing his eyes as he pressed his face into hyunjin's chest, relaxed from the gentle touch.

the two boys sat in comfortable silence, felix felt himself getting sleepy again from hyunjin's strokes mixed with the steady beating of hyunjin's heart, heavy eyes almost closing.

"angel," hyunjin started, eyes shifted towards the sleepy boy who hummed in response. "we, uh, we talked to jyp today," hyunjin said slowly, feeling felix tense up as soon as the words left his lips.

"oh really? about what?" felix swallowed thickly, knowing exactly what was discussed with their boss.

"the baby, angel," hyunjin let out a breathy chuckle, "chan hyung and i originally went to talk to manager hyung and he suggested we all go talk to jyp right away, so we did."

felix shuffled a bit so he could be a bit more comfortable, playing with the pocket of hyunjin's sweater to avoid eye contact, "how'd that go? did he flip out?"

"hm not exactly. he wasn't thrilled about it, but he said he wasn't surprised either. not sure what that meant but he wasn't mad, we even showed him documents and all from the doctor, and even explained to him that you weren't there due to the chronic nausea you were experiencing," hyunjin sat up a bit, lifting the smaller boys chin up gently with his finger, "he's allowing us to make the decision for everything, like, whether you want to continue with any group events, interviews, activities or if you want to go on an indefinite break. said the choice was yours. he even said we could make the announcement of the baby whenever we were ready."

felix's mouth got dry, heart rate picking up as he looked into hyunjin's eyes, "announce the baby?"

hyunjin nodded, smiling a bit, "yeah, isn't that great? he's giving us full control on this."

"j-jinnie, i'll continue doing interviews, radio shows, activities until i'm unable to hide my belly.. b-but i don't think i want to announce the pregnancy.." felix bit his lip.

"what's wrong baby?" hyunjin noticed the change in felix's body language.

"hyunjin.. we already get so much hate as it is.. i just
don't want our innocent baby getting hurt for absolutely no reason.." felix eyes got watery as he
continued rambling, "once i get to the point where i can't appear on anything scheduled, i'll take an indefinite hiatus and say that my back injury was back, o-or something, just not because of the baby, jinnie, i-."

hyunjin interrupted his rant with a gentle kiss, hands cupped on his cheeks, "we don't have to announce anything if you're not comfortable with it, angel, i'll support any decision you make."

felix nodded, closing his eyes as tears managed to escape, "thank you."

"for what?" hyunjin wiped the smaller boys eyes, "i love you, felix, and our little baby. i won't pressure you to do anything you don't want to do."

"i just don't want people saying mean things about our baby," the blue haired boy sniffled.

"and they won't. they're gonna be so protected, by everyone," the taller boy nodded his head, kissing the smaller boy's forehead.

hyunjin's fingers trailed down his arms, waist and found themselves on his belly, hands resting on it, completely engulfing it.

felix put his smaller hands on hyunjin's significantly larger ones, eyes staring lovingly at them, "i love you, jinnie, so much."

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