angel baby | hyunlix

twenty-one

"so what did you name him?" minho asked felix as the shorter boy passed him the sleeping baby, placing him gently in his arms.

"siwoo," felix smiled tiredly, taking off the little knitted hat that the hospital provided. 

"divine intervention, protection," minho nodded, smiling softly as he stared down in awe at the precious newborn in his arms. changbin, seungmin and chan hovered over to take a look as well.

"he's got an english name too," hyunjin beamed, "noah."

"rest and comfort," chan chimed in, "that's a beautiful name."

"how are you feeling?" jeongin asked felix as hyunjin fed him some soup.

"exhausted," felix admitted, trying to sit up, "the labor and birth were no joke. but i'm happy he's here and healthy."

jisung joined over to see the baby, holding his tiny feet in his fingers, cooing as the baby's toes curled around his fingers from the touch.

"he's so small," jisung pouted as minho passed him the baby, all careful with his nose tubes, "he's like a little doll."

"i know," felix took another spoonful of soup, "his newborn clothes are too big, we had to get preemie clothing from the hospital until we're able to get some ourselves."

"yeah but eventually he'll grow into the rest of his clothes," hyunjin smiled as the baby was finally passed around the others and back into his arms.

"he's the perfect mix of you both," chan beamed.

"except he has hair. unlike me when i was born," hyunjin chuckled as he gently caressed his sons hair.

everyone laughed and agreed with him. it did take him a while to actually grow a head of hair when he was little.

"our beautiful boy," felix's heart swelled when baby siwoo clutched onto his finger, nose scrunching cutely.

"we'll eave you three to rest, we'll be back tomorrow," chan patted felix's knee softly as they got up, hyunjin placed little siwoo in felix's arms before walking them outside the hospital room.

felix looked down at the small baby, heart so big at the sight of his and hyunjin's creation, a small piece of guilt pinged his heart as he softly touched the nose tubes that gave his son a boost of oxygen.

"what's wrong, angel?"

felix looked up at hyunjin with a soft smile and watery eyes as the taller sat down next to him on the hospital bed.

"i just can't believe he's actually here," felix's voice cracked, "i look at him and can't believe that part of me wasn't completely sure about keeping him. he's so precious, jinnie. i can't help but feel so guilty about this little angel having to use these tubes because of me."

"baby, stop," hyunjin cupped his cheek, "it's perfectly normal to have a small doubt in your head about bringing a child into the world when we live lives like we do. the nurse even said his oxygen wasn't alarmingly low, he just needs a little bit of help. look at him, perfectly content in your arms. your his mama, baby, he's happy and healthy."

"i love him so much," felix let out a teary chuckle as he pressed a kiss to his sons soft forehead, guilt soon being replaced by pure happiness and love.

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a/n:
baby siwoo (':