A lifetime of hello's and too many goodbyes.

Who are you. Part 15

My trip.

I landed on the Alexander Island, the house was opened up for me, but I only had a cook and two maids not a full staff, but I didn't need all of those people around anyway, I would call Manny before he went to school and after he got out, and  of course right before his bedtime, he told me how his day went, and he would ask me what did I do on that day.

And he also asked me did I talk to his daddy Cecil, I told him I walk on the beach and talk to him, and tell his daddy about him too, he said good, he said he misses me, but his uncles and Frank are here for him, he just wants me to heal. I think that's something Liz told him to say, I told him I'm getting better every day, I told him I love him and say hi for me to everyone, he said he loves me too, and he will.

I hung up, that boy always makes me smile, God knew what he was doing when he brought Manny into our lives, he's a joy to everyone he meets. I walked along the beach, it was so peaceful here, I thought about being here with Cece, we sure made love just about every day, he made sure I was pleased all of the time, and I did my best to please him by giving him me.

I went back to the house and finished reading my book, my mind here wasn't on missing Cece as much, even though being here made me thing of the good times we shared here, that made me smile. I read two books since I've been here, I'm almost finished with this one, maybe I'll go to the village tomorrow and buy more books and something for Manny too.

I did something I wouldn't normally do, and that is I took off all of my clothes and jumped into the pool butt ass naked, that's something Cece would've done, he was always doing something exciting and spontaneous, he brought that out in me.

Later I had dinner and relaxed, I looked at the time, so I called Manny and we talked for two hours, before Liz told him it's his bedtime, I told him papi loves him dream good dreams, he said he will, and Milo says hi. I smiled and told him to say hi to Milo for me, I hung up. The moon is bright, so I took a walk on the beach, for some reason I really felt free, so I took all of my clothes off and just walked the beach.

After walking so far on the beach, I put my shorts back on and went back to the house, the maid asked did I need anything, I told her I'm fine thank you, and I went to my room, I took a shower and talked to Cece and told him how I'm feeling now about losing him, and I'm still healing, but someday I'll be just fine, I have our son to make sure of that. I got into bed and started another book, I read two out of the four books I brought.

The next morning I got up and I really felt good, I took a run on the beach and I talked to Cece, after that I called Manny, he asked me what am I doing, I told him I just finished running on the beach and now I'm talking to my favorite son, he said I only have one son, I told him that's why he's my favorite. He said he has to get going Frank is waiting for him, he told me we won't be able to talk after he gets out of school, Dyland is taking him to a basketball game, but we can talk before he goes to bed, and he can tell me all about the game, this will be his first game he's ever been too. I told him if he likes it, we'll go to all of the games, he said OKAY and for me to do something fun while I'm here, he loves me, I told him I will and I love him too, I heard Liz calling him in the background, he hung up.

I finished running, after that I went back to the house and showered and had breakfast, after breakfast I went to the village and did some shopping, I brought Manny a few things, and I had lunch. I went back to the house, and I took a swim, and after that I took a walk on the beach.

 As I got closer to the dock, I saw a yacht docked there, a guy is getting off, I walked over and said excuse me, but this is a private dock, he said he knows, he owns this Island, I told him I wasn't aware that the Alexanders sold this Island. He asked me am I the caretaker of this island, I told him no, I'm a guest of the Alexanders and again this is a private Island.