A lifetime of hello's and too many goodbyes.

Part 16

My love.

I talked to Manny, but I didn't tell him I'm back home, I wanted to surprise him, he told me about going to the zoo, he was so happy, he asked me when I am coming home, he misses me, I told him soon and I miss him too. He said his uncle EJ is taking him to the pool, I asked him where's Uncle Dyland he said he's still asleep, I told him I'll call him later and papi loves him, he said come home soon. I told him I will, and I'll bring him something special back, he said he doesn't want anything but for me to come home, I told him okay, he said bye and hung up.

Maybe I should've told him I'm home, he sounded kind of sad, I told Liz I'm going out, don't hold lunch for me, she said she did my laundry and who's panties are these, she held up a thong, I told her it's not mine, she said sure it isn't. How did Pierre's thong get in my things, I left.

I stopped off and got flowers, and I drove to the cemetery, when I got there a placed the flowers on Cece's grave, and I sat down on the grass, hey babe I'm back I had sort of a pleasant time until Pierre showed up, that's Ekim's grandson, he's a pain in the ass, but no more about him, I thought about you while I was on the Island, we had a great time while we were there together, I thought about making love to you, but it was only in my mind.

Babe, you made me promise to move on and live my life, but it's so hard, and I know that you want me to find someone to love again, but no one can ever take your place in my heart.

I hated saying goodbye to the love of my life, goodbye to my friend, I held your hand and watched you sleep, I was thinking you're the only one that I ever really loved, tears went down my face one day I'll have to say goodbye my lover, my friend the father of your son. But not today I can't say those words, so for now I will say sleep well my love, you know I will always tell our son something new about you that he doesn't know, well not everything, he doesn't need to know about our love making. He'll just know how much we loved each other, again I hate saying goodbye to you.

I love you so much, there can never be anyone that can ever take your place, we had a love that was true, I kissed my fingers and placed the kiss on his headstone, tears were going down my face, I turned to walk away, and Pierre is standing there looking at me, why are you here?

Last time I checked this is a public cemetery, Pierre said as he walked closer to me, he said so this is where the love of my life is buried, I asked him again why he is here, don't tell me he likes hanging out in cemeteries.

 He said no, someone special to him is buried here, he said no it's not a lover or anything like that, it's his son, I said sorry, but I thought he said he didn't have kid's, he said it's his Godson, he died from cancer in his brain, he was only ten. I told him sorry to hear that, he's close to my son's age.

Pierre said that's why I should always be there for him, he wasn't there for his Godson, he was too busy traveling, he walked away and put flowers on a grave not far from Cece's, I walked to my car and got in, I just sat there, that's a side of that dude I didn't expect.

 I saw two dudes walking towards Pierre, they got closer to him, and grabbed him, I got out of the car and said is there a problem, one of them told me if I don't want what Pierre is going to get walk away, I just stood there, the other guy tried to swing on me I knocked his ass out, I told the other one unless he doesn't want the same thing let Pierre go.

He did and he too tried to swing on me, I knocked his ass down, I told him just walk away, and take his friend with him, he said this isn't the end of this and Pierre better get the fifty thousand dollars he owes them by tomorrow. He got his friend up and they left, I walked towards my car, Pierre asked me don't I even want to know what that's about, I told him I already know he owes those guys money, he said I handle myself pretty well how about I be his bodyguard, I told him I don't do that anymore, and he can't afford me.