A lifetime of hello's and too many goodbyes.

Part 9

It's my life. part 2 of 2

Dyland and EJ came for Manny and the pup, Cece hugged him and told him to be good for his uncle's we'll see him tomorrow when he gets out of school, he said okay and he loves both of us.

I told Dyland, Manny's meds are in his bag, he said he knows Liz told him what to do, and she already told them if Manny isn't feeling well call her not us, she'll come over, I told him he better call us. EJ told me stop worrying they've kept Manny plenty of times, they know what to do, just enjoy my night with my husband. I gave Manny a hug and told him I love him, and watch out for Milo, he said okay and they left.

Cece told me to go upstairs and change while he goes in the dining room and check on something, I told him I can do that, he said just do what he told me, I went upstairs to our room and bae has my new tuxedo on the bed. I guess he wants me to wear this tonight, I got changed and went back downstairs, I walked into the dining room, and it's lit up by candle lite, Cece is already dressed in his tuxedo as well, he said I dress up very well he told me to have a seat, I did, bae rang a bell and this man came in, bae told him he can serve the first course.

I smiled at James, I asked him did he like this, he said yes, he does, and he likes anything I had my hand in, he asked me who's that guy, I told him I rented him for the night, does he like what he sees.

Rented him, what is he a rented waiter or something, bae said something like that, again he asked me did I like what I see, I told him why he would ask that, the man is just a waiter, bae said he has a wonderful night planned for us. So just sit back and enjoy the night. I still didn't know what Cece meant when he kept asking do I like what I see, the waiter came back and served the first course it's shrimp cocktail. He poured the wine, we ate, I asked Cece what he had to talk to me about, he said Liz shouldn't have told me about their text.

I told him she didn't, I had her phone when he sent her the text, Cece said so I knew about what he planned for the evening, I told him I did, but I knew nothing about him hiring a waiter to serve dinner. Bae said good because he has another surprise for me later, and don't ask what, I'll find out later, I'll like it. Bae kept smiling at me, I wonder what else he has for me.

We ate and Cece said he already told me about having his will done, and I should do the same, Manny needs to be taken care of, so talk to Dyland about him raising him if something happens to me. I said do we have to talk about this now, he said yes we don't know when he'll be called, he said Manny and I will be well taken care of and the house will be in both my and Manny's name, he'll get an inheritance once he's twenty one, and he can go to any college he wants to go to, and if he doesn't want college he'll have plenty of money to travel with.

Okay Cece that's enough let's just enjoy our night together, he said okay, but everything is in his will, it's just a heads up for me. Our second course came out, I didn't really pay much attention to the waiter, he was wearing an apron when he turned around all I could see was ass, dude wasn't wearing pants.

Cece what kind of waiter did you hire, he's not wearing pants, bae said, and he has a nice ass doesn't he? Bae what's going on with that guy, he said it's okay if I look at his ass, this night is for me. 

By the third course Cece said he doesn't feel well, he got up and ran to the bathroom, I followed him, babe, answer the door, I could hear him vomiting, after a few minutes the door came open he said it was something he ate. I walked in and wet a towel and put it on his head, as he sat on the toilet. Babe let's just call it a night, I thank you for what you did for me, but I want you to rest.

I told James I'm sorry for ruining his night, he said I didn't just being with me is enough, I helped him up and took him upstairs and undressed him, I put Cece into bed, he asked for some water, I told him I'll go downstairs and bring a pitcher of water to him. I told him I'll be right back; I went downstairs and told the man we won't be needing him for the rest of the night, he said he'll clean up before he takes care of me.

I asked him what he meant by that, he said he was hired to give me sex, I told him he can leave now, I'll give him a tip, he said no need Cece took care of him, he said he doesn't give refunds, but if I need him again Cece has his number. The guy went into the kitchen, and I followed him, the guy got dressed and I got the water for Cece, I let him out of the backdoor and I locked up the house before I went upstairs.

I wanted to be angry at Cece, but I couldn't be, but I wonder why he did that, I went upstairs and poured him the water, he drank it and said thanks again, he loves me so much, he asked me about the waiter, I told him I sent him away. Babe why did you hire him to have sex with me, he said because I have to get used to having sex with other people, and someday I'll have to move on and be happy again.

I told him don't do that, the only man I want is him, I'm going downstairs and clean up, Cece asked me am I upset with him, I told him yes, but I'll be okay because I love him, and I know why he did it. I went downstairs and cleaned up, I cried, I guess Cece can't have sex with me to do something like that, but our relationship isn't about sex.

I went upstairs and Cece is sitting up in bed, he said don't be mad at him, he just wanted me to feel good, something he can't do for me right now, if ever again, he couldn't take my dick feeling the way he does.

Baby, I'm over that, I love you, he said he's just preparing me for what's to come, I told him without him there'd be no sun in the sky, there would be no love in my life other than the love I have for our son, no one can ever love me the way you do. Cece told me to get undressed and come to bed, I told him if he can't have sex with me that's alright, I'd give up sex if I could have him with us always.

James, just take your clothes off and get in bed, there's one thing I can do for you, he took his clothes off and got in bed, he said he just wants to hold me, nothing else, I grabbed his dick and jacked him off, James did his best not to cum, but he shot his load, and I cleaned him up with the towel he had on my head when he brought me up here, I told him I wanted to do that for him, he just held me in his arms, I felt bad that I couldn't please my man the way I use too.

I told James to promise me he'll find someone to love after I'm gone, he said no, don't make him promise that, because he'll never find a love like mine, he told me don't talk just rest. I know I'm hurting him with these words, but he has to be happy. Babe told me just rest, as he held me in his arms.