minho returned home, jisung already sleeping.
he quietly took off his shoes and went to check on han. he slowly opened the door and saw the little adorable looking squirrel peacefully sleeping.
minho smiled at the sight and slowly closed the door, going to his bedroom, laying on the bed and falling asleep.
•~•
the next morning, minho woke up early and went to the kitchen, cooking breakfast for himself and han.
he didn't have to cook anything for lunch, since there were some leftovers.
when he finished cooking, he put it in a box and set it in the fridge.
he then quickly got ready and left to the JYPE.
han woke up few hours later.
he went to the bathroom, taking his phone with him and face calling minho.
it rang for a while, before he picked it up.
"hi, did you wake up?" minho said, catching his breath.
"mhm, you've been dancing?"
Minho chuckled.
"of course I was, so, did you take your meds?"
"I'm just about to."
han said and set the phone on the sink, making sure he was visible.
he then took the glass of water and he took out his meds from the bottles. he started gulping down every single one, minho watching him, making sure he takes everything he needs to.
"okay, good job, have you eaten yet?"
han shook no with his head.
"I cooked you some meal before I left. it's in the fridge."
han nodded and took his phone, walking to the kitchen. he opened the fridge and looks for a second.
"is it the blue box?" han asked
"yes."
han took it out and put it in a bowl, heating it up and eating it slowly. minho stayed on the call with him, making sure he finishes it, or that he at LEAST eats a half.
after a while, han finished his meal and he said goodbye to minho, before he hanged up.
he went to the kitchen and washed the bowl.
just then, someone called him.
felix.
"hi mate, how are you doing?"
"I'm holding up somehow, what's up?"
"can I come over? I'm not at the company today and hyunjin is not home, I'm bored out of my mind."
"uhm, yeah, sure. you know the way to Minhos house, right?"
"of course, I'll be there in a few minutes, bye!"
"bye."
han went to the living room and waited for his friend to arrive.
like ten minutes later, the doorbell rang.
han got up and opened the door.
"hi mate, I brought my brownies!"
Felix excitedly said and went inside.
"where did you take the time to make brownies?"
han asked, confused.
"They were already finished when I called you."
han nodded his head, signaling that he understood.
they sat on the couch, talking about Felix's wedding, or some random things they just came up with.
"woah, but I still can't believe what minho hyung did." felix said
han looked at him confused.
"what? what did he do? did he beat up someone? or kill someone?"
"I mean, I wouldn't be surprised if that happened, but no, you don't know? JYP offered him a world tour yesterday. he refused the offer. he said the timing wasn't right, but I still don't understand. he worked so hard, he always wanted this, so, why wasn't this the good time?"
Hans eyes widened and his heart sank.
Minho was offered a world tour?
and he refused?
because the timing wasn't right?
maybe....was he the reason minho refused?
after like two hours, hyunjin texted felix that he was home, so felix decided to leave.
he said his goodbyes and left.
han was left alone, feeling absolutely guilty.
why Minho didn't tell him about the world tour?
he spend several hours just thinking, until he heard someone opening the door.
"I'm home!"
minho.
han let out a sigh.
"oh, hi. I brought you dinner, come eat. I hope you didn't forget about your meds like the last time." minho smiled at han when he saw him sitting on the couch.
han just looked at him.
"when were you going to tell me?"
minho looked at him, confused.
"tell you what?"
"that jyp offered you a world tour? and that you refused?"
minho sighed.
he didn't want han to know this.
he didn't want him to feel guilty.
"oh, that. yeah, he offered that yesterday, I refused. that's all."
"why did you refused tho? wasn't this what you always wanted? I mean, do you know how popular you would become if you did a world tour now?"
"yeah, I'm aware." minho said.
"then why? why did you do that? why did you refuse?"
minho sighed.
"you're more important then a world tour. now, I need to take care of you."
han kept looking at him.
even when he somehow knew that he had something to do with it, it really struck him hard.
"why....?"
"because I need to take care of you."
"I never asked for it minho! I never did! I don't need you to take care of me! why didn't you chase your dreams?! why I'm the thing that holds you back again?!" han started sobbing.
minho immediately rushed to han, wanting to take him into his embrace, but han refused.
"why didn't you say yes!?"
"fuck, because you need me right now, jisung! you're not able to work just by yourself! I've made this decision once already, and I ruined you, I have to make it up to you!"
"NO! You don't! you made your decision and chose your career, you didn't care about me! why didn't you do that right now too?!"
"FUCK, I DONT KNOW, OKAY?!"
"WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT, MINHO?! I never asked you to give up your dreams for me! I'm ruining your life! god, I should have just died, why couldn't I just died?! WHY COULDT I DIE?!" han sobbed out, and minho felt like a thousand knifes cut right trough him.
he got out of his trance, and realized what just happened.
they were yelling at each other.
Minho went to han, and put his hands around him.
han didn't protest this time.
he just stayed there, in minhos arms, feeling the comfort he felt like he didn't deserve.
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never again
Fanfictionminho and jisung dated for 4 years, until Minho chose his career as an idol and broke up with jisung. three years later, jisung is famous songwriter, and he signed a contract with JYP. what did that meant? that he will be writing songs for his most...
