never again

70

jisung and minho were sitting in jisungs studio.
they are just about to reveal their relationship.

after getting an approval from JYP, minho and Jisung started fully working on this song, and just few months later, they were here, few minutes from uploading their song to YouTube.

JYP announced that minho will be posting a new song at 1:00pm, and it was currently 12:57pm.

jisungs leg was shaking.
are they actually doing this?
are they really just about to reveal their relationship?
it felt unreal.
( a/n: ik that han didn't write want so bad about him and minho, but in this story, it just made sense, so don't come at me please✊🏻 )

minho put his hand on jisungs leg, stopping it from shaking.
"hey, it's okay, don't be nervous. I know it feels unreal, and there will come a lot of unpleasant things with this, but think about the other side. we will be able to go anywhere without wearing masks, we will be able to take Nabi to so many special places, and our lifes will turn upside down, but we have each other. it's also possible that no one will really understand that it's a way of telling everyone we are in a relationship. just breath, okay?"

jisung smiled at minho, before nodding and checking the time.
12:59pm.

jisung took a deep breath, before he and minho started counting.

"10...."

"9...."

"8..."

"7..."

"6...."

"5...."

"4...."

"3..."

"2..."

"1..."

1:00pm

jisung clicked the "upload" button and released a breath he didn't know he was holding.

this was it.

lee know & han j.one "want so BAD"

"this is it..."
han quietly said to himself.

minho smiled at him.
"let's eat our lunch, shall we?"

minho and jisung agreed that they will turn off their notifications and leave their phones on the table and wait until 8:00pm to check it.

to check all the comments.
to check all the opinions.

this was stressing jisung out.
he just wanted to grab his phone and read every comment it said.
why did he even agree with this?

jisung was sitting on the kitchen counter, watching their phones, while minho cooked their lunch.

"stop staring at the phones sweetie. time won't go faster if you do that."
minho said.

jisung just sighed.
"but I want to see what people think about the song, and if they figured out it's our way of saying that we're together."

minho gave him a small smile.
"I know honey, but we agreed on this for reason. let's just watch some movie, then pick Nabi up from kindergarten, then we can go back home, play some board games or play with her dolls, order fried chicken, and after we put Nabi to sleep, we will check our phones. okay?"

jisung sighed, but nodded and returned the small smile.
"I love you."

minho smiled.
"I love you."
he said and kissed jisung.
"so, what movie do you want to watch?"