never again

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it's been about a month since the whole article thing happened.

well, it was a really crazy month for the four boys.

it took hyunjin and Felix a few days to actually process the information that their relationship was out, and because it was kind of obvious that they were together, JYP told them to confirm their relationship, because the fact JYP didn't gave a proper explanation about their relationship, the JYP entertainment was getting a lot of hate, and JYP just wanted it to stop.

well, fans weren't so happy about it.
well, more exact, some of the fans weren't so happy about it.

there were fans who were absolutely happy for them and supported them, but there were people that were mad at Felix for stealing hyunjin from them.

Felix was sad and mad whenever he saw something like that.
like, these 13 year old kids were simping over 27 year old man, and were sending felix death threats because he fell in love with him and had family with him?
make it make sense.

at the other hand, felix and hyunjin found their satisfaction in this situation.

since their relationship was official, they could go together wherever they wanted, and there would be no rumors.

yes, there would probably be photos, but everyone knows that they are in a relationship.
it was a privilege that came with the torture they had to go trough the first week.

minho picked nabi up from the kindergarten when he was coming home from work.

"hi sweetheart, how was your day?"
minho asked.

"yeah, good. me and yeomin played with dolls together, and then we cooked some delicious food like you do dad." she smiled.

minho couldn't help but smile back.
he adored his little daughter so much.

"I'm super glad your day was okay. we will go do some shopping, because we have almost nothing at home, and we are out of your favorite cookies, and then we will go back home to appa, okay?"

"what is appa doing anyways?"
she asked minho.

"your appa is working right now. he has so much work now."

Nabi nodded, feeling bad for her appa.
"we should bring him some cheesecake. maybe it will cheer him up."

minho smiled.
"yeah, I'm sure appa will be happy. let's go now."
he said and started driving to the nearest convenience store.

after one big needed shopping, they went home.

"go wash your hands nabie, I'm going to go check on your appa, okay?"
minho said and Nabi nodded, before she walked inside the bathroom.

"hi sweetheart, what are you doing?"
minho asked when he saw jisung sitting on his chair.

jisung turned around, smiling when he saw his husband.
"hi, I'm working on something, come check it out."

minho nodded and walked up to jisung.

WANT SO BAD
I fell in love with you unexpectedly
I think it's so sweet my baby
Couldn't get any work done, oh why?
It's a pretty big issue, why, in my head
So many thoughts keep me awake every night
With you everyday, sugar ride, flower beds everywhere my heart
Spring snuck into my heart and left me frozen with excitement
Pink chroma key background, the surrounding scenes
Love is so intuitive everything changes
The start of a typical romance, though I know it all, I deeply
Fall into you and gеt my hopes up again, ah-ah, ah-ah
Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
I've seen it all beforе but I keep freezing up
Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
I'm not used to it, I know it's pain, but I really want it so bad
Without a trailer, the unfolding drama
Replay over and over, highlight
Up and down, it's a breathtaking roller coaster
Ride, come closer just the two of us
Together we make one whole romantic comedy movie
Push and pull, one mistake and it's all over oh
Look ahead and behind, approach carefully
Get closer, I'm not just playing around
Let's get it started, getting anxious, can't think straight
I'll give you an armful of cosmos flowers
Love you, I wanna place myself in a spot next to you
I'll hug you, don't know if it was the wind
Or the feeling of affection that stirred the air, it goes high above the sky into the universe
I'll hold you tight and say I've always been waiting for this moment
If I hold it any longer, I might just blow up
Pink chroma key background, the surrounding scenes
Pink chroma key background, the surrounding scenes
Love is so intuitive everything changes
The start of a typical romance, though I know it all, I deeply
Fall into you and get my hopes up again, ah-ah, ah-ah
Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
I've seen it all before but I keep freezing up
Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
I'm not used to it, I know it's pain, but I really want it so bad
The moment I first saw you, it was meant to be
For me, it's you (For me, itis you)
Pointless war of nerves is a waste of time
Always you, woo, woo
Pink chroma key background, the surrounding scenes
Love is so intuitive everything changes
The start of a typical romance, though I know it all, I deeply
Fall into you and get my hopes up again, ah-ah, ah-ah
Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
I've seen it all before but I keep freezing up
Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
I'm not used to it, I know it's pain, but I really want it so bad

"is this a new song?"
minho asked.

jisung nodded.
"but this one is special."

"how so?"

"I've been working on this song for years, I always had this melody in my mind, and when I hummed it, it just reminded me of pink and fluffy colors, just a nice song, but now I finally finished it.
that isn't what is special about it tho."

minho looked really interested.
"tell me."

"I was thinking that maybe...the two of us could sing this song together?"

"sungs...this song is the same thing like coming out.
do you...want to reveal our relationship?"
minho asked.

jisung just sighed.
"I know it's stupid, but....ever since Felix's and hyunjins relationship was revealed, they were able to go anywhere they want without masks and without the constant fear of getting caught.
It's just that...I'm so sick of not being able to be affectionate with you in the public. we can't go anywhere without you wearing a mask, and we didn't take Nabi anywhere that could reveal that we are parents. I just want to...live our lifes to the fullest, without the constant fear and worries."

minho was just looking back at him, processing every information jisung just said to him.

jisung sighed.
"you're right, it sounds like a bad idea. I will just give this song to someone-"

"no, I actually love it."

jisungs eyes widened.
"you do?"

minho nodded.
"I think it's a really pretty way of revealing our relationship, and it's not actually reveal at all, because we never confirmed it, but the song itself is a big evidence. I feel like this is an amazing and beautiful way to say to the world who my husband is." he smiled and gave jisung a quick peck on his lips.

jisung smiled and hugged minho.
he couldn't be more happier at the moment.