never again

35

it's been a week since han moved in with minho.
the time surely passes by quickly.

to be honest, han didn't know if they were still together.
I mean, they never officially ended it, but it definitely didn't feel like they dated anymore.
they were...distant from each other somehow.
and it made han sad.

and I'm not even talking about minho and how he was feeling....

minho had to balance his work life and his personal life, aka taking care of han.

he tried to stay home as much as he could, but when it wasn't possible, he made jisung face call him every time he's taking meds and when he's eating, so that he can make sure he's taking care of himself.

minho became more careful and actually made sure han was doing what he was supposed to do.

little did minho know, that jisung was an absolute wreck inside.
the meds that he was taking were really strong, and it was messing with his head.
he was taking his normal medication for his bipolar disorder, but also some meds to help recover his stomach from his eating disorder and even some sedatives, so that he would be more tired and exhausted, which should help him recover quicker and also increase the possibility of not hurting himself somehow.

han spend most of the time sleeping, or playing with the cats. it really comforted him. they were the only one who would make him smile.
but the meds made him so emotional, that he cried whenever he petted the cats fur, thinking about how fluffy it was, and when the cat purred, han started full time sobbing.

minho returned from his training, and saw that han has fallen asleep on the couch, watching some anime, the cats snuggled up to him.

normally, he would let them all sleep, but han had to take his meds.

he walked up to han and shook him gently.
"hannie, wake up."

han whined and slowly opened his eyes.
"minho?"

"come eat, I brought you a dinner."
minho said and went to the kitchen, putting the food he brought for han on a plate.

han slowly sat up and made his way to the kitchen.

"did you take your meds?" minho asked, referring to the meds he was supposed to have a half a hour ago.

"I face timed you every time I took meds, of course I took them."

"even the one you should have taken an half a hour ago?"

han looked at him confused and checked the time.
"oh."

"yeah, oh."

"I was sleeping." han tried to argue.

"set up an alarm then, you know how important this is." minho said, feeling a little mad that jisung didn't care about himself as much as he should.

this wasn't the first time something like this happened.

han started crying.
"don't raise your voice at mee~" he sobbed out.

Minho sighed.
these mood swings were something else.
he knew that the meds were making han really emotional, but this was on another level.
he didn't even raise his voice.
was he pregnant?
nope, man can't get pregnant you dumb shit.

minho pulled han in for a hug and started patting his back.
"shh, I'm sorry, okay? I didn't mean to sound rude."
minho said and after a while, han stopped crying.