Destined [Yungi]

I Need You

*Mentions of self harm and suicide attempt*

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Yunho

"I really couldn't text you guys it, it would have been so awkward if he saw the text." I cut through the constant whining from Wooyoung who didn't wanna get out of bed from his nap. "Well get to it, Woo will calm down once there tea being spilled." San huffs as Wooyoung perks up at the mention of drama. "It's not that, I've been avoiding too much intimacy, and doing - ya know what, until we are actually dating. So I wanted your help with as-" "Oh my god! He's gonna ask out Min, Sannie!" Wooyoung yells loudly shaking his boyfriend as San just stares at me. "Jagiya, calm down, Yun is trying to talk." Wooyoungs eyes sparkle at the name as he calms down not taking his eyes off San now.

"Like I was saying I want to ask out Min, I need you guys to help me with some things...-" they intensely stare as I explain everything and when I was planning it. Today being the only day I can truly get them to help because Mingi was staying at home today, his parents calling and wanting him home tonight. Wooyoung and San quickly agree, both bouncing in their seats as they laugh. Our conversation going on about the ideas and school almost being over for break, which leads them to talk about their performance which was approaching quickly.

It's not long before my phone starts ringing, seeing it's his mom he quickly excuses himself as he answers. "Yunho." Just the tone in her voice has him so on edge he stops in his tracks, anxiety skyrocketing. "What's wrong? Are you guys okay?" Panic evident in my voice, "It's Min, there's an ambulance at hi-" before anything else can be said I drop my phone into my pocket as I bust through the doors of the cafe. Leaving San and Wooyoung severely confused I'm sure, but that's the last thing on my mind. Running all the way home I'm greeted by my mother who is on the sidewalk outside their neighbors yard, "What happened mom? I need to know now!" Tears trailing down my face as I try my best to act calm, which I know is working on no levels at all. As I pace back and forth, running my hands through my hair, my breathing labored, tears streaming down my face when I lock onto an officer.

I quickly run over grabbing his arm before my mom can even answer me, "What happened, please I have to know?" I'm quickly pulled away from the officer my mom bowing to him as she pulls me away. "Yun, Yun you need to calm down baby, we are going to go to the hospital and wait until we can see him." I nod as I sniffle trying to control my emotions some, which doesn't work. I look over seeing Mingis parents standing there looking unamused, "Is he okay?! I want to go now." Sobbing as I clutch onto her, I can hear her heart racing and her eyes are bloodshot. She was probably crying before I got here I'm sure of it, she likes to be a pillar for others which is who I get it from. "Yunho, I want you to listen to me closely, you had nothing to do with this, just know that." Her voice cracking a bit, I pull back staring at her. "What do you mean by that?" Confusion and panic taking over, "Mingi tried to take his own life." Instantly my world is turned upside down, I drop to my knees crying, hands covering my mouth to cover the sobs. It's not long before my dad is by my side, pulling me to my feet, helping me to the car.

As we arrive at the hospital my emotions are completely burned up, I feel completely empty and exhausted. I know sleep won't be a thing to come by easily though, then it dawns on me. I haven't told anyone what's happened, I quickly pull out my phone and text everyone, letting them know Mingi was in the hospital and which one. Keeping the reason why to myself, it's not for me to tell them, Mingi can if and when he's comfortable. It's not long before I hear the squeaks of a pair of shoes flying through the door, Wooyoung sprinting and coming to a stop as he scans the room. Tear stains on his cheeks, hair a mess from running here, his gaze lands on me and he instantly is at my side. As he pulls me into hug everyone else comes piling through the door, huffing and just disheveled as Wooyoung. The appearance of my friends returning my emotions, as I sobs into Wooyoung shoulder. Though he's trying to be tough I can feel his shaking and his sniffles as he cries quietly in my grasp.