LOVE, HATE AND DESIRE.

CHAPTER 8

Nathan and selena were basked in so much passion, he was kissing her neck while his hands ripped her panties, he cupped her breast and stroked the puckered nipple with his thumb. Selena felt he was being too rough with her, but she couldn't find her voice to complain with the sensation that rippled through her. They shared a strong desire, though nathan's was to dominate her and subdue her into diminishing his sexual needs. He thought this was a way of him channeling his hatred into carnal knowledge of her, but selena's was a feeling she couldn't explain...She hated this man, but wanted him at the same time.
A dull throb began within her as nathan kissed her collarbone, drifting lower until he captured a nipple in his mouth. She gasped, something she found impossible to control, she couldn't help but touch him, his shoulders and then the soft feel of his brown hair. He traced a finger down into her thigh and slipped a finger, her breath hitched and he groaned at the wet invitation.

Nathan raised himself up and gazed into her eyes as he positioned himself between her legs, with a smile, he thrusted in with one sharp movement. Selena winced and froze, nathan couldn't move as well.

"Selena." he called softly. 'Bloody asshole, how could you miss knowing she was a virgin.' He scolded himself.

"You have to breathe selena." he said, she began to draw in air with her mouth.

The name she was beginning to hate him call, sounded delicious when he called it so sweetly, she never believed nathan could be sweet. She thought he was caressing her face, but he was actually wiping a tear off, why did she have tears.

"I'll only move when you say it's okay to." he spoke again.

Few seconds later, the sizzling pain she felt had vanished, then she nodded for him to go on, he began to move slowly and carefully. Until he saw the signs of pure pleasure on selena's face he moved slowly, then her hands came around his back, scratching, he knew she wanted more and he obliged. At a point she began to move with him as soft moaning sounds escaped her, nathan almost went crazy. His canine threatened to surface as they got close to the climax, then he buried his head on the pillow to control them as it wasn't time to induce more sexual pleasures on her. He rammed into her a few times and they exploded like fireworks, collapsing by her side and snuggled her up.

'Just tonight, next time she'll leave to her room immediately. No attachments.' He thought drowsily.

Bright and early, selena woke up all sore and clamped, nathan was no where in the room. Now she took a proper look at his bedroom, it was very spacious, it had a complete couch setting by the floor-to-ceiling glass window, a mini library and a very huge closet. Selena already knew he was affluent and he liked a luxurious comfort, her family once had half-close to this, but then, business went bad for her father.
Selena managed to drag herself out of bed and to her room, a hot soak would do her a lot of good. She remained in the bathtub for almost an hour, reminiscing about last night, she saw a side to nathan she never thought existed.

'Maybe he wasn't so bad.'

Shaking the thoughts and discovering she felt more better, she quickly had a bath and came out of the bathroom. There were some more better clothes now in her closet, smiling, she took out a short and a t-shirt, she was in the mood to explore the villa. Selena hurried downstairs to meet nathan on the kitchen island as usual, but his expression was hard.

"Here you go." he handed her cellphone back to her. "Don't give me a reason to take it away again."

"I won't, thank you nathan." she smiled and said softly.

"Also, next time we finish having s*x, leave my room immediately. Don't ever make me remind you." nathan said staring right into her eyes, he then stood and left.

The smile on selena's face dropped, the other mean and heartless nathan anderson was back, she didn't know what gave her the impression that things would change between them. He took her innocence and made her feel special last night, only to treat her like a worthless whore the next morning, it clawed at her heart. Sniffing and wiping her eyes, she turned on her cellphone, it was fully charged, nathan charged it. She couldn't get how he could be both cold and thoughtful at the same time, she dialed her mother's cell number.

"Lena, what took you so long to call?"

"Mom, she's on her honeymoon." she heard her brother respond.

"Is that nicholas? He can talk now?"

"Yes, he can. The doctor mr. anderson instructed to be in charge of his treatment is doing a fantastic job." her mother said excitedly.

"Can he walk?" selena tried to control herself from crying when she remembered what happened last and what nathan said to her earlier.

"Not yet, doctor perry says it would take a longer treatment for that." nicholas answered. "How are you lena?" he asked.

"Oh nicho, i missed you all so much, i wish i could come see you." Selena said, avoiding the question, she didn't want to lie she was alright enjoying some 'honeymoon'.

"Once you're done with your vacation you could, i'm sure your husband would permit it." Her mother said. "Does he treat you well honey?"

Selena took away the phone and sobbed silently, then returned it to her ears. "Relax mom, nathan can't hurt me. How's father?"

"He started his new job yesterday, he's doing more than okay, we're all doing fine." mrs. moore said.

"Please thank mr. anderson for the new wheelchair." nicholas said.

"I will, got to go now, kisses." Selena said and hung up immediately.