B.R.O.K.E.N. (a Princeton&Diggy Love Story)

.? Confusion ?

~!*’ CHYNA’S P.O.V. ~!*’

 My eyes fell open as I sat up quickly, I was forgetting something. I looked down at my Jersey , FVCK! THE GAME! I scramble out my bed and look in the mirror, blood was smeared on the side of my jersey number #23,I was cutting  before I fell asleep... I grabbed my phone and ran, grabbing my keys, I collide against ariella as I was leaving.

Ariella: why are you going ?!

Me: to the game!

Before she could say anything, I dashed past her hopping into my car. I drive to the school, panting. I finally arrive and take a quick glance at my phone. 8:5O, I was late. I blew it! But I wasn’t giving up, my life depended on it. I ran into the gym, as I see the Game going into action 6O seconds left into the game I run to mr.Evans, tired….

Me: put me in the game.

Mr.Evans : wait ?! no. your late, sit down.

Me: put me in the game

I glance at the clock, there was now 3O seconds left.

Me: PUT ME INTO THE GAME.

Mr.Evans: No. you should be happy your friend is tearing that court apart, shes doing amazing!

Me: PUT ME IN THE GAME! AM THE ONE WHO GOT YOU HERE! PUTT MY IN!

I screamed! I was gonna let him, take this moment from me. The Court made me feel relieved and relax and I just needed everything to be better. Mr.Evans stares at me then gives the referee the Time-Out sign. Ka’Layla jogs back over and looks away.

Me: wtf! Are you doing Kayla, this means everything to me. How could you ?

I didn’t mean to sound selfish but my reputation depended on this game, I could fix everything. Right ?

Kayla: Chyna! Its always been about you and am doing something for myself once. And it doesn’t mean bull to you, you just like how people treat you after the game, you don’t care so stfu!

Ka’Layla: Chyna, you should be happy, that were winning your mad, cuz for once its not because of you.

Me: I didn’t mean it like that! I meant - -(GCO)

Na’Kayla: save the BS, you just thirsty for attention *shakes her head*

They walk off back to the court and Mr. Evans nods his head and they continue the game. I stand there, wtf is wrong with me. Everything around me went mute as Na’Kayla passed Ka’Layla, I looked back at the clock 12 secondes

Ka’Layla dribbled the Ball in Between her foot, then went for it, she threw the ball into the basket

( 9..8…7….6…5…4…3…2…1…)

>BING!BING!BING!<

 The crowd goes wild jumping up and down , running to the court roc kisses ka’Layla. I just stand there, They held Ka’Layla high as they Grabbed the Trophy up with her! Juggling them both in the air, everyone laughing and joking. My friends where happy, Ka’Layla looked back at me, and I smiled at her, she Rised my trophy higher as everyone yelled and cheered. Everything was clear to me, it was so hard for them to be seen around me. Na’Kayla was right, I was always seeking attention.. I backed away slowly. Hoping I wouldn’t ruin the moment, I spot the boys cheer with everyone eles, I walked away as tears fell. I wasn’t crying cuz I was jealous I was crying because they were so happy without me, I know. I should shallow, but maybe. They don’t need me, aye like they said on twitter the world would be a better place without someone like me, I cant believe I turned into a b!tch, she was right it has been always about chyna. I started walking back to my car, keeping my head low and down. I bump into a stranger I look up and apolygize but its Daniel.

Diggy:  chyna.

I look away,

Diggy: Look at me.

I knew I couldn’t, he used to my best friend, ym first everything, I could never lie to Diggy. I keep my head low, but He lifted it with his thumb. I closed my eyes, My green captive eyes, were now red and puffy.

Diggy: am sorry.

I jerk away

Me: well, sorry doesn’t fix sh!t, ok ? you cheated on me, and you made a bet, what possible haven’t you done, to hurt me.

Diggy: what do you want me to do, I’ll do anything.

Jacob: stay away from her.

I turn around

Me: ….

Diggy kisses my cheek but walks away, I stare at my feet as Princeton walks over to me. I shove him away, I hated him right now, I cant even look him in the face, niether. 

Me: stay away from me.

Princeton: chyna, listen to me I love you. These days have been miserable you’re the only thing I can think about day and night. Idgaf about anything anyone says I want you..

Me: IDGAF! OK, STAY AWAY FROM ME, you think you slick Jacob, huh ?!

He gives me a confused look, as I stare at him with disgust.

Me: your comments on instragram. You don’t care about me, Jacob. You hate me like everyone eles. Remember your fame and fortune- -

I break down. I cant do this, everyone hates me and nobody at school knows what am going through, at home.  Am dying to tell anybody, but I cant. I fall to my knees sobbing as Jacob, pulls me into a hug. I cry on his shoulder, I don’t deserve him. Everyone made that clear, I had to make that clear. This isn’t a love story this was a story of heart acne. I pulled away from him, and stared into his eyes. He stared at mine. I looked away and ran. I just ran, and ran.  I ran and ran, my mind told me to run. I jumped into my car and started it and I just drove… When I got home, I took a shower and just stared at my self in the mirror. Yes, naked. I felt disgusted, and everyone was right, am a monster. What’s wrong with me?