It's been a month and a few weeks since i got the bad news and there's only 1 more week until he leaves me forever. I really don't want him to leave but it's not my decision to make.
" Are you going to start packing?" I ask
" yeah baby I have already started " Kai replies.
I start to cry then Kai holds me in his arms and starts to tear up.
" I don't............I don't want you to go, I want to stay with you forever and I can't do that if we are thousands of miles away!" I say, still crying.
" I know babe I know it's not easy for me either, I'm leaving the girl I love and want to build a future with and may never see again." said Kai
" I don't know what to do Avery, I want to stay here with the girl I love the most but, I can't miss this opportunity, do you get how hard it is ?"
" Yes babe I get it which is why.........you should go, this is a once in a lifetime chance to go to bloody Oxford university and I will always be here, you won't lose me. we will be able to see each other in the holidays, I'll never find someone like you. You think that I would move on but I won't babe, I never will. you need to do this babe." I said, balling my eyes out.
" Baby.....will you be alright with out me?" He asked
" Yes" I say with hesitation.
" Well.....alright then just tell me if you don't want me to" replied Kai
" it's *sigh* it's fine "
" I go next week baby "
" I know, I know" I say.
There was a silence for a while when we were walking home.
" I love you baby, I always will"
I started to ball my eyes out and run inside my house. I'm not sure what Kai did, I think he went home. I really love him and I don't want to lose him. EVER.
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Teen FictionAvery, 15 years old, new girl in school, everyone thinks of her differently, she tries to change herself to fit in and make everyone around her happy when inside she's actually dying, she has scar's that no one can erase, but one day when she felt l...