Why don't you love me?
Is it that impossible?
I try. I try so hard, nearly killing myself to be the one that makes you smile. I try so much, but I'm never enough.
I grin, I blush, I hurt and I love, all thanks to you.
But do you?
I am so sick of being the invisible girl again. So sick of feeling so much and getting nothing in return.
All the words I bled on these pages, all the thoughts you haunted, all the times I wished you were here, all the traces you left on my soul... It's always you, but never me.
I dream that my ghost isn't dancing alone, I dream that you are somehow slowly evaporating with me. So we could stay forever in this cold world. But it's not real. And you don't wish like I do.
I'm not the girl people write books about, I'm not the one others want to spend their chapters with, I'm never on the last page.
I'm forgotten, I'm alone.
Maybe that's my fate, maybe I wish too much and get too little.
But I stoll can't help and wonder why.
Why don't you love me?
YOU ARE READING
L.T.
PoetryIf there was a price in emotion, this book would cost it all... Our tears were melodies that made our feelings a symphony. My life flashed before my eyes. And I got to fall in love with you all over again. I'm fine. But that's a lie.
