My dear valentine

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On that special day of yours  the one everyone loves, I walk around alone, hoping to see a heart.

A heart that smiles at each glimpse of one of those stupidly beautiful red roses. A heart that burns at each small card that's gifted, with beautiful words written inside. A heart that fills with joy at each kind word that's pronounced. Even though it's not meant for them.

It never is.

A hopeless romantic; a heart that always seems to whisper "Why not me?".

A heart like mine.

On that fucking special day that makes me believe I am not enough. Not enough to receive one of those roses, one of those cards. Not enough for you.

But I smile. Because love is devastatingly beautiful. Bittersweet, hopeless.

It makes everything burn.

Burn to ashes as the fire consumes my heart. My poor heart that still loves you,

My dear valentine.

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